junxiOng-

im very happy tat JUNXIONG IS BACK! fOr qiaO yun! he didnt die.. he wasnt drOwned.. but he misunderstOod qiaO yun being married! tat baby is HIS! Omg.. anyway, im lOokin fOrward tO friday nite.. last episOde.. JunxiOng and qiaO yun will be getting married! HAPPY HAPPY ENDING!



catch (SUI JIA MU JI BU SHENG DAN ) at 2100, friday, on CH8!!!!

met nik, nic and jy fOr breakfast.. we were 1/2 late fOr mdm lOh's lessOn! the class was like taking a test.. nO One was tOking until we came in.. lOlx.. nOise pOllutiOn starts.. alL the tables were seperated except jy and i.. in the end, elye jOins us! i nOe it wasnt right tO be tOking thrOughOut the lessOn.. but mdm wasnt teaching, until the last part Of the lessOn.. anyway, i did my cOrrectiOns while tOking tOo.. anyway, nO excuses.. im at fault.. we were asO late fOr gg tutOrial.. even brOught bubble tea in fOr gg lessOn.. we didnt expect ms chee tO mind.. anyway.. i think bOth the teachers were unhappy wit us tOdae..



aft sku, elye and i cancelled Our math tuitiOn.. jus becOs we dOnt feel like having it! we went tO her hse tO watch shutter.. damn scary.. especialli wit that kinda ambience.. the previOus time we went ther tO watch eye10.. wit the same ambience.. anyway, we studied a bit aft enjOying the shOw..

mOrnings

mOrnings*! i've wOke up tOo earlie! i have 10 stupid mins tO spare.. sO.. im Online! i slept at almOst 4 last nite.. Or shd i say, this mOrning? my entire day ytd jus sucked.. except fOr tat last 3 hrs chatting wit terr? i cudnt slp.. On sO many OccasiOns, i wanted tO call him.. i didnt.. last nite was the 1st time i initiate the call.. we had nOt cOntact fOr sOme mOnths.. it's always like tat.. we're always gOing mia and back aft afew mOnths.. we'll Onli chat Or meet up aft afew mOnths and sharing Our past happenings! i wanted tO tag in his blOg, but it's having errOrs! anyway kOr, thx fOr cheering me up.. i felt realli better.. this time, i'lL listen tO u.. wO de yan jing hui kai da da de kan zhe ge shi jie..

he falls fOr anOther gal-

my mOod isnt goOd tOday.. frm the mOment i wOke up, i wasnt feeling well.. especially with this kinda weather, my mOod gOt wOrst.. but my time spent wit nik aft tutiOn,was great.. gOt very dirty due tO the rain.. jus gOt back frm the strOll.. i cud onli see 3 stars.. disappointed..


gOt a call frm jy and i shOwed him very pOor attitude.. he wasnt pissed at alL.. he made me luff instead.. i warned him i'll hit him tmL.. hOpe tat my mOod will get better aft tOnite.. he smsed me and tOld me in a funny manner tat he's available 24/7.. he's the Onli fren tat never fail tO cheer me up and allOw me tO vent my anger On whenever im feeling dOwn.. despite my attitude tOwards him and alL.. i let Our friendship dOwn Once.. due tO a guy.. we sOmehOw turned intO enemy fOr a yr? i tired hating him fOr wad he did.. i cant.. perhaps we're fated tO be friends fOr life? during tat yr, whenever i cry, he'll stil be there tO make funny faces tO cheer me up again.. he did this since sec1.. nO matter hOw sad i am, he's the Onli fren tat is able tO make me smile again.. jus like the incident during sec3 camp..



he always scOld me fOr being gullible and stubbOrn.. warning me Of this and tat.. i argued.. i find him naggy.. but deep dOwn, i actualli agree wit him at times.. i nOe myself.. i nOe he's cOncern.. but im stubbOrn.. i wOnt listen unless i gOt the taste Of it.. this is my weakness.. i thOt Of changing.. but i preferred tO fOllow my heart.. i used tO listen tO frens.. i regretted.. i made a terrible chOice and ended a relatiOnship which meant sO much tO me..


teachers and peOple in sku always misunderstand as an item.. why? cant a bOi and a gal be buddies? it's healthy can? anyway, i've talked alOt.. tats enuff.. gOtta attend tutorials in the mOrning..

last day

went studying tOday! hahas.. it has been sOme time ever since i study wit nik, elye and jy.. we talked but studied tOo.. it's a rainy day tOdae.. but the weather did nOt affect me.. it's a peaceful day.. everything seem sO peaceful.. many peOple playing sOccer at the cOurt..


the Onli thing tat i wasnt happy was, da wei was at the blOck beside beside the pavilion when we went ther! he stayed ther fOr sO long! kept lOoking tOwards Our way! i hate his laughter! i hate his eyes! i hate everything Of him! i've seen enuff Of him in class.. i feel sO disgusted when he's mentiOned.. psychOtic guy.. lucki he went Off aft sOme time..



i wasnt tat affected afterall.. i'll cOntrOl myself..



anyway, gOtta thank gilbert fOr helping me sOlve the prOblem Of my blOg.. i waited fOr nic tO dO this fOr 2 mOnths.. but ther is anOther prOblem thOugh.. lOlx.. anyway, THANKS~

he's sick-

im affected.. i dOnt nOe wad tO dO.. i guess i wOnt be slping well tOnite.. my 'beautiful' nite is ruined..

gOOOOODDDDddd day

IT'S A GOOD DAY TODAY DESPITE THE RAIN!



started my day well like usual, luffin and jOking wit nik.. had my english paper.. paper 1 was alrite.. wrOte smth stupid.. 'im a gOod swimmer in the sku team' lOlx.. im jus the OppOsite.. paper 2 was tOugh.. there was this french wOrd.. suppOsed tO say wad the wOrd means.. i went tO say tat its french.. lOlx.. stupid ans.. ObviOusly it was in french! but, im nOt affected..



aft sku, i was damn pissed wit jy.. he went Off b4 his the bOoks were given Out.. i called him, wanted tO pass it tO him, instead, he gave me excuses.. gOt smth On? i saw him Outside sku.. i saw him gOing kai's hse! i noe tat he jus wanted me tO bring his bOok hm.. i have my Own thick histOry bOoks tO carry tOo! Of cOs, we quarrelled and i jus left his bOok on the class shelf.. luckily this time i wasnt as sOft hearted~ anyway, it didnt realli affect me..



went nik's hse, then back tO sku fOr my brO's parents' meeting sessiOn, then eileen's hse and finalli tO cOurt! busy day.. BUT I ENJOYED! watched 'Full hOuse', by Rain.. he's sO sweet and cUte in the shOw.. nOw i nOe y qiaO yi and eileen like it.. hahax.. it has been sO long since i last went cOurt tO play bball.. i realli enjOyed tO the extreme.. felt very relaxed and happy..



im happy tOday-

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went tOwn wit nik, nic, jy and my brO tOdae.. finally persuaded him tO gO sO tat he cud chOose his birthday present.. everyOne seem sO sian..



watched superstar jus nOw.. Kelly is realli better than wei lian.. ObviOusli lO.. but wei lian wOn.. wth can.. i wOnder if mOst peOple vOte fOr him Out Of sympathy and fOr his cOurage.. btw, JJ rOcks man.. his perfOrmance was exellent! he is a talented man.. he can dO the .. erms.. i dOnt nOe wads tat called.. prOducing music wit his mOuth.. realli gOod~



im having my english prelims tmL! it's On prOposal writing! we've Onli did it Once.. i wOnder if i can dO it.. gOtta study le.. lOlx.. alL the best fOr me! i can!

bad dream-

my day isnt starting well.. awakened by a bad dream.. can i jus call it a nightmare? at first, it seemed sO real.. i thOt tat's gOnna start my day.. but in the end, i gOt sO hurt by wad was said tO me in the dream.. i dOnt wanna struggle wit these dreams anymOre.. free me.. i dOnt wan dreams anymOre..

im very tOuched.. realli realli very tOuched..


alex and gf seem to to breakin Off.. he's very sad Of cOurse.. shOwed me his wOrk On neOpets and his blOg.. realli tOuching.. his wOrds.. the mOst tOuching One was the neOpets.. i almOst cried.. realli very tOuching.. this is the Onli wOrd which i can use tO describe wad he had dOne.. is alex a true man? a human? dOes such a guy realli exist? Or is this a fairytale? jus hOpe fOr the best fOr this cOuple~