21/12, 22/12

21st DEC

went darling's hm
i was sO unlucky agn..
my 大姨妈 was late agn
and i came on this day..
i was wearing white shorts agn..
and ya.. gOt abit stained
auntie saw it and tOld me
lent me a pair shorts

22nd DEC
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JOANNE

which is ytd la..
went Parkway Parade in e aftn tO meet Junyi fOr lunch
haven been seeing him fOr 6 mOnths plus lO
next was gg Bugis tO meet Serene, Alvina and jO tO celebrate her birthday
i fOrgOt tO bring e present!
we intended tO get her a cake and spring her a surprise at Pasta Mania
we cancelled it as she had alrd gOt One frm her frens earlier On
met serene first and she was late while i was 5 mins earlier..
saw this cute hunk standing in frOnt Of me..
hahas. while i was smsing, he was gOne

anyway, we reali surprise her la
she bOught quite alOt Of stuffs frm Missha and The Face Shop..
Crazy gal.. fOrever spending

went tO take NeOprint b4 serene went Off
shall pOst it sOmetime later if i have e chance tO..
wit all JAMS ard, we wamchOred alOng e cOrridOr Of e shOps
hahas
it was realli a great day

bOught myself a tOp and skirt even thOugh im brOke..
hOpefully i can get mOre $ frm dad tOnite
cOs i'll be gg tO Conred hotel tO celebrate X'MAS wit my 1bo2 clicks tml..

3 beautiful dresses at Bugis street
but wasnt wOrth e price
One Of it, shOcked us..
auntie tOld me this price
e salesgal tOld me anOther price and
ya.. everything in e shOp has nO pricetags


went tO ROCKERY fOr bubble tea and a chat aft all e shOpping
jO painted Our nails wit her Silver Nail Polish...
and tat's her..
went tO take pics at e x'mas tree and made a din ther
hahas
jO became e Lang Sai ( nOe liOn dance?)
she thinks her eyes are sO beautiful aft serene applied sOme glitter on her eyelid
sO Our crazy jO kept blinking her eyes intentionally tO "seduce" us

i wanna pOst e pix sO much
but i dun have all them yet
sO.. i gOtta wait..

Our presents frm jO..

ROmantic Lightings. BRAVO

Beautiful X'mas Tree

JOanne *birthday gal cum Lang Sai Of the day* and i

Oh ya.. currently, i think im hOoked OntO Maple StOry
hahas.

用华语来blog!

我刚刚学会了怎么用华语来 bLOG!
真开心。。。
多亏SINYEE

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星期六

我约了Peiyi 到Cityhall

好久没去那里逛街了

遇到了Shedah 和 Angeline

他们都是我的前同事

真是好久不见了

尤其是Shedah 当我见到她时，一时之间忘了他的名字

只好叫他Monster head

在 GiOr NAC 时常这么叫她

哈哈！
听说 Angeline 又快要升值了
真为她干到高兴！

当天也花了不少钱哦
去了Sakae
又买了衣服，还有darling 的Friendship Band

当晚爸爸说生意不好要扣零用钱
现在放假，妈妈在家又有煮
还要等到开学才停止这样。。。。
真是sian 1/2

昨天我和同班同却一起到Marina Bay 的"PEI XIA*" 吃火锅
有 Amanda, Sinyee, Serena, Kailin, Weihung, Jingzhi, Hongyi, Yuchen
那里的一些食物不新鲜，墨个员工的服务态度也很差
令我们感到非常失望
尤其是Serena
我们的火锅着火了
by right 他们应该给与我们一些普场
但他们并没有哦
还给Serena 不好的态度
气得我们的Serena 吃不下！
幸好后来他还是吃了

昨晚也是我第一次情自动烤肉
除了bbq 啦
我非常开心！
可是我们再也不会回到那家火锅餐馆用餐了。。

SO HAPPY!

Prawn Catching~

Fishballs wrapped in Ice-cream Wrapper!!!

YUMMY!

接我们到楼上的Victor Superbowl 打保龄球
乐得很
我已经有一年多没打了
我们很吵闹，尤其是我
被隔壁的人投诉，
被迫离开家园
哈哈
是唤 lane 打啦！

Candid shOt!

are u sure tat's an F cup? nOt Z?

result Of tOking tOo MUCH!

NOOOOOOOo! PLEASE~

Yuchen dOnt gO!

FINALLY!

今天
我约了serene 和 alvina 去污节路买 Joanne 的圣热礼物
是香水哦
哈哈
真开心真开心。。
我们4人（JAMS )已经一年多没一起出门了！

terr called me!

im sO Happy tOday!
it's e end Of Our cOmmon test (ELS) !
mOreover, Terr called me!
think this was main factOr ba
hahas
e last time we cOntacted was june
his birthday
he fOrgOt mine
tat's a nOrm la
he asks fOr my birthday whenever we cOntact agn
sigh.....

mentiOned Terr in my Older pOsts b4
he's my very clOse gOdbrO
i regard him jus like my Older brO
knOwn him fOr 5 years! mOre than my buddy junyi!

he has always been treating me very well
and sO On..
used tO be a gOod fren Of mine until i became his gOdsis
bOth junyi and darling dOesnt believe he's as gOod as i describe
anyway, wad matters mOst is i feel it!
alrite.. stOp tOking abt him la..

tOk abt my cOmmOn test
had IWD on tue..
very relax..
MCQ and fill in e blanks
dun nOe asO can di cum

had TEC ytd
3 wOrds fOr it: Fail For Sure
damn tOugh

and ELS tOday seems ez..
but nOt realli.. gave sOme illOgical ans

planned tO gO VivO fOr shOpping wit amanda
in e end e guys tgth wit yanyi and cass jOinned in tOo
but cass left sOon aft
serena and xiang ying jOinned us later in e evening at Food Republic
e scenery at L3 rOcks!
sO ROMANTIC!

ther was these x'mas trees Outside VivO
BEAUTIFUL!
One big One, 2 small Ones.. here are sOme pics adapted frm amanda's blOg!

the BIG x'mas Tree wit Serena's hand!

The small One (me, serena & amanda)

WE

CUTE yea?

and Oh ya..
Yuchen (Yee Seng) has agreed tO let me call him by his chi. name, YUCHEN
i like his name alOt
sOunds sO nice
Li Yuchen

i really love you alOt

i missed him alot

PLW c.test= 37.5/50

IWD was cancelled tOday sO..
amanda, serena, sinyee, jingzhi, hOngyi, yeeseng and i
went tO e lib tO study fOr ELS
hOngyi was Our mentOr man
very gOod at ELS
a BIG THANKS tO HONG YI fOr teaching us!

will be staying back wit them aft i've finished my prOj meeting

O ya..
gOt my PLW cOmmOn test results tOday
gOT 37.5/ 50!
quite happy wit it
Serena and Sinyee gOt e same marks as me la
while amanda gOt 38
luckily Jasmine Foo separated us at e Test
Or we'll be accused Of COPYING!
thank gOd

btw we started a cOmpany On Monday
it's e NOTSOFUNNY.COM
president's Yee Seng aka Fatty Lee
btw, he's alsO e sOle prOprieter Of e Loser Club
HAHA
VP's Hong Yi..
serena seems tO have ramdOm pOsts
keep On prOmOting ( currently e P.A Of Mr Lee)
Kenneth's the Driver..
while sinyee is in-charge Of HR..
lastly, i was recruited ytd tO be the CLEANER
i wanna get myself Out asap!!!


i was their jOke tOday
e incident happened during PLW la
class was sO quiet..
Yee Seng tried tO be funny
i ka jiaO him and he shOuted: " SHUT UP LA "
str. intO my face
i was stunned
ther was silence fOr a mOment and suddenli e guys kept luffing at me
think they'll cOntinue this fOr e rest Of this week lO




miss my darling-

SHOPPING at BUGIS!

went tO sku wit Eng How tOday
didnt wait fOr amanda as she'll be late
e 74 we tOok was dOuble deck, nOn-aircOn and CROWDED!
we cudnt take it n decided tO drOp at Poor Sisters Home
tO either get anOther 74 Or 52
an air-cOnditiOned 74 came but was sO crOwded
52 wasnt!
thOugh we had tO stand, it was quite spaciOus la

went tO meet Fel at Bugis aft sku
had e urge tO leave sku since e start Of lab sessiOn
it's always sO bOring and im always nOt interested

met her xinyi..
whOm's Terr's cOusin, and junyi's nOt-sO-clOse fren
wad a small wOrld ya?

had Sakae wit Fel
and here's my Teriyaki Chicken UdOn
fOllOwed by sOme shOpping!
bOught a tOp and pants at very lOw price at Bugis street!
tried Bargaining On my Own..
FAILED
i used tO dislike bargaining..
but frens tell me..
these sellers can actualli sell u at lOwer prices if u bargain
sO y nOt?
but nOt fOr me la. HAHA

saw this very nice 3/4 denim jeans
but it was quite ex..
im stil thinking Of buying Or nOt..

Oh.. we saw this crystal clear x'mas tree.
sO BEAUTIFUL
asked a lady tO take a pic fOr us!
Japan has a tree smth like tat at a museum..

i'll get my future hubby tO bring me ther fOr hOneymOon!

wOke up at 2pm! when was e last time i did this!?

suppOsed tO reach darling's place @ 3pm tOday
guess wad?! i wOke up at 2
usualli i wud leave my hse 50 mins b4 e meeting time
is cOnsidered meeting time?
suddenli feel tat we haven been gg Out fOr sO long
used tO gO Out b4 we gOt tO tgth and @ e beginning Of e r/s
and actualli i missed thOse days
but he dOesnt like tO gO Out HAHA

realised tat i've been eating chOcOlates everyday!
aunty gave me sOme jus nOw..
tasted sO well
when i came back, e MAMA shOp isnt clOsed yet..
sO went in tO get dark chOcOs
errrrrrrrrrrms IM SO SINFUL!

anyway, gOT e B.E BBq pix frm serena
ther are sO MANY
sO needless tO say, i'll Onli be pOsting afew Onli

frm top left: YeeSeng, HongYi, JingZhi, Geryll

frm bottom left:YanYi, Serena, SinYee, Amanda, Mich (me)

we brought Xtra MarshmallOws fOr bbq!

Let's pOse! ( the guy beside Sinyee is Kenneth, the Late- cOmer) HAHA

tat's serena, gg ard feeding us wit Fried rice & Bee hOonalrite.. here's e GUYS' POWER (w/O LeOn, their Leader)

*lOOk hOw cheeky JZ is*

fel.mic.nic

was browsing thru my camera
saw these pix taken few mOnths agO when Fel, nic and i met up at J8

fOrgOt tO uplOad them then

and i cant rmb when these pix were taken too

frm left: Fel, Me, Nic

thats us agn.
we were at e KFC aft catching a mOvie
suppOsed tO be a class gathering..
ended up wit Onli e 3 Of us gg
pathetic rite....

Oh ya..
went tO KAP this mOrnint fOr COMT prOj
wit: Wee Chee, Cong An and Benjamin
all were late
but im e earliest! HAHA
tried taking 163 and transfered 52 ther
tOok less than an hr la
but think it was becOs Of Off peak hr

while waiting fOr them, i gOt myself chOcolate
aft which was Fillet O'fish Meal
and back at Darling's hse, anOther small bar Of chOcOlate
*SINFUL*
had Kinder BuenO and BBQ fOod ytd
i wOnder hOw much wt. i've gained frOm these

last nite was B.E BBq nite
10 Of us fOrm 1B02 attended
nOne frOm O1 and O3
hahas
wad a spOntaneous class!
Amanda, YanYi, SinYee, Yee Seng, Jing Zhi, Kenneth, Hong Yi, Geryll, Serena and I were present
it was unexpectedly fun la
thOugh we stayed in Our Own grp and didnt sOcialise ard
HAHA
played GAMES
Hong yi and Kenneth paticipated in e 1st game
each Of them had tO get cOntacts Of 20 gals
they were initially e winners la
but.. e MC called Out e gals and asked them tO cOme fOrward
the first gal refused
and by his cOunt Of 3, vOided her cOntact
sO tat's hOw we lOst
tat cOnditiOn wasnt stated b4 e game
sO unfair!


Serena and 3 Of her frens participated in the "Who Is Hot" and wOn CHeese HotdOgs!
participants had tO dance wit e music
and yea.. they danced sO well
e ppl Cheered fOr them!


we had planned tO gO Out aft e BBq until late at nite
but Amanda, YanYi and i cudnt tOn Outside
we have tO gO hm stil
sO we gOt nO idea Of wher tO gO
ended up staying in sku and think
went hm slightly aft 11
hais
wOnder when's e next chance tO dO tat?
phOtOs will be Updated later

pix

picture Updates On 29 nOv

this was wad jing zhi did tO my right tOe.. a pOisoned tOe

On bus 136.. Jing Zhi charp ji ka (LEG)

it was initially Geryll's and my leg

28 nOv

amanda and i at CRM wit e Mic fOr skit

we! b4 CRM we decided tO take e lift Outside lib..

damn freaked Out when e lift kept stOpping fOr sOme time

MOral Of the stOry: Never Try it alOne

Me and e lift

EXPRESS NEWS! TV fOr e skit
herrmpxxx.. DONE BY meeee. hahas

here's sinyee e repOrter? wad dO u call tat?!

PLW paper.. dinner ar ChOmp chomp

Had my PLW paper this evening
it's Ok..
but One Of e Case Study qn reali put me dOwn
anyway enuff Of tat

b4 e paper, JZ, Amanda, Sinyee, Serena, kai lin, LeOn and i skipped Our IWD
studied @ e lib
sinyee and i tried tO smuggle waffle and bubble tea up tO 4th Level
but gOt caught by Mdm "SILENCE IS GOLDEN"

went ChOmp ChOmp for dinner wit Amanda, Hong Yi, Jing Zhi, Cassandra & Geryll
On Our way ther, JZ cOlOred my TOe wit PINK highlighter
pic is wit amanda. HAHA
dinner was very filling
fried Oyster, HOkkien Mee, Char Kway TiaO, Stingray and Satay
aft which we played Opened nO.
LOser wil have tO eat e Lard wit lOts Or satay Gravy...
Out Of 4 rds, hOng yi cOnsecutively lOst 3 rds
wed is always a SWAY day fOr him!

went COffee Bean tO slack aft tat and stay till 11..
it was very fun
we were very nOisy
full Of laughter!

saw Fernvale Monster agn when i walked past e garden
he was lying On e bench
crazy ya?

i lOve him

this is my 3rd entry tOday
suppOsed tO be preparing fOr my PLW paper tml.
i jus dun feel like it la. i better nOt regret

suddenli feel like trashing Out my heartfelt wOrds here

yes.. relating tO him
i dun nOe y i fall fast in lOve
althOugh it is e same fOr this current r/s,
i cant stOp myself frm falling deeper intO it
althOugh i've gOt very bad experiences

thru Out e whOle r/s, i nOe hOw impt he is tO me
but since ytd, i realised hOw much i cant bear tO leave him
if One day we have tO part,
i nOe i cant stOp it frOm happening
but i've fOrgOttened hOw tO let gO
b4 i smsed him tO clarify things ytd
i was wit Fel..
she tOld me tO be prepared if it dOesnt turn Out well
i was sO reluctant tO ask
i was sO afraid tO hear tat e sun will set
tat was hOw i felt
i cant imagine myself w/O him
i've grOwn tO be very attached tO him cOmparing myself in previous r/s
serena played a sOng fOr me ytd which sound nice
"cant imagine me w/o you"
though i didnt listen tO e lyrics
i dun wan tO see myself singing tat sOng

he tOld me tat he lOves me and he'll care mOre fOr me
thOugh i nOe guys can say One thing and mean anOther
i chOse tO believe
be it a lie Or truth
at least i wOnt affect my cOmmOn test and exam tO cOme
and i sincerely believe him

fernvale MONSTER

FERNVALE MONSTER


went dOwn tO e vOid deck tO study jus nOw
thOse which are brightly lit and have many ppl walking past are Occupied
hence i went tO 403C e Uulu One

was tOking On e phOne when this man in his 50's came and sat in frOnt Of me
he kept smiling tO me
it reali disgust me lO
felt sO damn Offended
i gave him a disturbed lOok and walked Off
he cOntinued tO smile at me and left aft i did
i met him twice in e lift
On e first OccasiOn, he was d*gging his a** la
typing these wOrds is simply a tOrment!
he left me a very unpleasant impressiOn
in fact, it's a HOrrible One
these men shd jus knOck themselves intO e wall

this time it's e wOrst ever
i wish and pray tat wOnt see him agn..

Michelle lOve Jeremy tO bits

wanted tO blOg ytd
internet cOnnectiOn was dOwn agn
gOtta cOme hm str. aft sku jus tO call Singnet
was suppOsed tO help sinyee dO abit Of CRM prOj which i vOlunteered
but turned Out tO be her dOing it instead
luckily i was Of sOme help tOo
made a "Tv" Out Of card board
shall pOst aft i gOt e pic frOm amanda

well.. stayed back aft sku wit serena tO dO PLW assignment
suppOsed tO study Law aft tat..
but gOt nO mOod tO study due tO bgr prObs
luckily things are sOlved. Or i think so.
went Over tO Fel's hse instead
her gm missed me HAHA

anyway, tried TarOt..
asked smth tO dO wit my career in future
everything sux lO
i'll nOt try it anymOre
sOunds like a curse

anyway, Serena's gOt intO e NatiOnal team!
CONGRATS!
all her effOrts were nOt drained...


but Our CRM prOj sux tOday
One Of Our member didnt turn up
1 qn was therefOre nOt dOne..
seems like everything was screwed up by us..
we must change Our way Of dOing things!!!

have tO srudy fOr PLW cOmmOn test nOw..
it's TML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
starts in e evening and ther's lessOns b4 tat!!!!!
*gOd bless me*

2nd try of tequila (dOnavan n Michael's bdae)

Happy 10th Birthday tO DOnavan and
Happy 32nd Birthday tO Michael

suppOsed tO reach darling's hm at 11am.
but dad accidentalli brOught my keys
nO One was at hm
brO rushed back @10 plus which was when i visit e dOc
i waited fOr sO lOng tat i almOst went Off
nth's wrOng wit my blOod pressure
sO medicine tO be taken fOr 3 days tO see hOw things gO

he's dOwn wit runny nOse n sOre thrOat
vOice had changed....
aunty recOmmended me "Which Star Are U FrOm"
a kOrean drama
watched 1 ep and find it quite nice la

anyway went tO my 3rd aunty's hse tO celebrate my nephew Donavan's and cOusin- in- law's birthday
My cOusin made me drink tequila agn
this time rOund my face didnt turn red..
but i dun think i shd take medicine aft drinking alcOhol..
sO.. gOtta bear wit e giddiness agn..




somehow, somewhere, something's wrOng

2nd GL training ... SICK!

went fOr GL training tOday..
intend tO skip e next week's training tO suppOrt amanda @ BE bbq nite
but..
guess wad?!
GL training will be On tue next wk
sO happy~~~
but.. PLW cOmmOn test is On wed la..
thinking Of gg Or nOt..
mOst prObably nOt la
unless im cOnfident Of scOring beautiful results
i'll lOve tO dO sO
hahas

anyway.. im nOt feeling well tOday
went tO bukit timah market fOr brunch wit:
serena, amanda, sin yee, kenneth, yee seng, jing zhi, leOn and hOng yi
felt very giddy since then..
it rained and we went Mac tO dO Our CRM prOj fOr e gals
e guys studied la..
junyi and sining didnt jOin us
anyway, we cudnt even bOok a rm @ e lib..
serena helped me gOt a bOttle fOr 100plus
she was tOld tat drinkin it wit plain water will help tO stOp e giddiness
Ok... helped abit.. but e giddiness cOntinued la

i wanted tO gO hm instead tO see a dOc
but attended training wit their persuasiOn
hahas
sat n watch @ 1st but jOined in e fun shOrtly aft
jerry fOrgOt my name n called me "POlar Bear"
cOs Of e game we played last wk............
it sOunds sO terrible!
jus when e training was abt tO end, ther was an "EXERCISE"- 50 Push ups
and 3 rds Of run if im nOt wrOng....
i ran fOr 1rd and ran tO e washrOom tO vOmit man...
but stil, aft training, amanda, yee seng, hOng yi and i went Mac fOr dinner!

wil be visiting e dOc tmr...


i realli lOve e GL training!
reminds me Of e fun i enjOyed during sec sku days.........


wOo.. i have sO much tO say tOday!


recieved a letter frm e NTUC IncOme Insurance Co. Ltd
On e Dependants' ProtectiOn Scheme
It tOk abt e NorminatiOn
smth like a will
i tOld my dad tat i can write a NorminatiOn..
he asked me fOr whO?
hahas
Me: My gm
think he was disappOinted la
i've nvr failed tO mentiOn my gm b4 them
i've nvr said tat i'll take care Of them when im Older..

aft saying these, i realised i must be Of 18 yrs Old tO dO sO!
saddddddd
i wanna take care Of my gm fOr as lOng as bOth Of us can live
if i were tO die b4 her
at least ther's insurance fOr her tO claim tO spend e rest Of her life cOmfOrtably..

web design!

started tO learn web design tOday
gOt tO nOe sOme basic skills
i was curiOus..
sO tried tO play ard wit my new blOgskin!
Of cOs i Onli did abit Of changes la
lOve e pic.. which wasnt dOne by me Of cOs
hahas

anyway.. wanted tO dO CRM prOj aft sku tOday
bOoked a rOOm
ended up dOing Our ELS quiz
40 qns can!?
Omg.. lucky there is multi- attempts
jing zhi, leOn and cOmpany jOined us and we made a din
hOng yi and leOn were DANCING tO technO played frm hOngyi's LaptOp
it was sO funny
leOn even tried taking e lift Outside lib On e 2nd flOor
it was fully transparent..
but super duper slOw..
tOok almOst 5 mins tO get up and then dOwn.

nOt feeling very well tOday..
realli dun feel like attending sku tml..
but it's Onli 2 hrs
sO well might as well gO..

started tO watch Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao nu. quite nice!

blog's dead... GL 1st training

Omg..
seems like my blog has been dead fOr smtime..
im lazy like wad Mei qian said..

im gg tO keep it alive agn it!

gOnna share abt my experience at e 1st GL training last friday 17th nOv
a GL will have tO participate in next yr's SPORTS CAMP
attended the training wit amanda, geryll and hOng yi
Out of e 200 Npians, Onli 80 of them will be selected aft 4 sessiOns
then e 80 of them will have tO cOmplete anOther 4 weeks Of training

well well.. enjOy first..
lOoking fOr this cOming 2nd training
hOwever i'll be skipping next wk's sessiOn!
gg tO BE bbq nite tO suppOrt amanda!

the death Of jz's gm hit me

JingZhi's gm left the earth ytd
i gOt tO nOe it Onli tOday
wanted tO attend e wake wit e guys tOday
but pOstpOned it tO tmr ( wit e gals )
LeOn wil be gg tmL tOo as nOne Of us nOe hOw tO gO

hOwever, im very Sorry tat i cant attend it tmr
intended tO gO in e evening aft dinner
LeOn n Jz was unreachable
sO yea....
ended up nvr gO
it was quite late n reaching hm when i gOt tO nOe e venue
Jz asked me gO hm instead.

guess we'll have tO see e Other side Of him fOr e rest Of next week
hOpe he'll get Over it sOOn
visited him blOg and he wrOte abt his lOvely Grandma
I cant help as tears jus flOw
his gm is reali great nOt Onli tO him, but asO tO strangers whOm she dOesnt nOe
i feel tat she's jus like my gm..
i'll make sure i cherish my gm mOre frm this mOment Onwards

i believe Gm Choo will be gg tO e heaven..
may gOd bless her.
-she'll be remembered-

IAC quiz

jus taken a personality quiz fOr IAC and here's e result..

(Extravert, Sensor, Feeler, Perceiver)
People of this type tend to be: warm, gregarious, and playful; impulsive, curious, and talkative; sensitive, caring, and gentle; social and unpredictable with a great zeal for life; active, responsive, and highly aware of the physical world.
The most important thing to ESFPs is freedom to be spontaneous, have fun, and enjoy the company of others.

here's the URL..
http://mel.np.edu.sg/webapps/portal/frameset.jsp?tab=courses&url=/bin/common/course.pl?course_id=_4659_1

lOve my preciOus sO much

i've fall in lOve wit " Till the End"
cant imagine a very charming prince singing it tO me as he plays e pianO
*Opps* wad am i dreaming?!
my darling cant play e pianO!!!
lOlx

Till The End

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold, to keep, to share
In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there in no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl
You through it all I know
That you've come to see that you're the one till the end
All my friends around me
Say you'd be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home

I cant slp..
i feel betrayed
nOt by anyOne else but myself
i've betrayed my Principle
i hate this feeling
but i cant take back my wOrds
hOw i wish i was jus dreaming

lOng time nO pOst! new sem!

hey everyOne!
i've nOt been pOsting any entry fOr sO lOng!
this is e 1st week Of e 2nd sem.
sku's been pretty fine
but i'm taking 3 killer mOdules!

• TheOry Of EcOnOmics
• Principle Of Law
• Electrical Services

i'll wOrk hard!

and btw, i jus fOund Out tat i've spOilt my batt (nOtebOok)

i've always charge it Overnite

nOw.. w/O e adapter, e batt will nOt functiOn!

wad shd i dO?!

Celebrated Amanda's 17th birthday last wed, 18Oct

went tO e Pizza Hut @ Bukit Timah Plaza

bOught her a stuffed FlOwer

and met Vincent and SS at NP bus stOp tO pass him his BELATED gift

i hate belated gifts

but it was becOs i didnt attend his celebratiOn @ DTE last sun la

asO met kelvin (Wisma giOr) at NP.

cudnt rmb whO he is at first

lOls. seems like i've met many Of them this week!

i saw Hui Shan tOo!

GiOrdanians ROXXXXXXXXX

and anyway im currently happily wit my Darling!

1st try: chyrsanthemen tea 1st time gg separate ways wit my preciOus bOi

tOday's isnt a very gOod day
played bball wit teh, shun, boOn n darling
it was very fun
we didnt play wit strangers
i dislike playing bball wit mOst strangers

but it didnt turn Out well
tOld him tat im nOt gg Over tO his place,
Onli when he tOked abt it
he hates last min thingy
didnt nOe he'll get angry
things kept gg dOwnhill aft tat
and we went Our separate ways
sO i ended up cOming hm real earli

luckily things manage tO turn fine aft a tOk

anyway, it gave me time tO gO tO r.plaza tO get Chyrsanthemen
hahas
i've always wanted tO try bOiling my very Own Chyrsanthemen Tea!
my fav! its sO healthy!
herbal shOp auntie tOld me tO use half a packet
i tried..
aft bOiling, i fOund Out mum has thrOwn e seeve away!
mama shOp nvr sell.. neighbOur's nOt hm..
ended up using Other utensils tO sqeeze e Chyrsanthemen!
mum n dad are e 1st tO try
hahas.
cOmments?
gOod, thick enuff, jus a lil' toO sweet
hahas
i thOt mine is tOO thick
but i was tOld tat thick is mOre beneficial cOmpared tO thOse bland Ones
hahas. MAN ZU!

-i'll treat u even better as prOmised-

sar Mr Sim at Muah

decided, nOt clOsing this blOg!

went tO Muah this mOrning
dad fOrgOt tO ex-change e Ringit
lUckily Our family fren ex-changed wit him la

bOught very lil' stuffs cOs we're nOt interested in thOse tibits ther
nOt Onli dad n i
but mum and brO tOo
Out Of 12 grps, we're e Onli One whO didnt gO tO e shOpping mall
all cOs Of e tOur guide
he said tat we "wOnt" have enuff time
and we ended up waiting like FOOLS
everyOne was suppOsed tO shOp b4 gg tO e temple
mOst Of them reached at 4 plus while we reached b4 3pm

anyway, while waiting....
i saw Mr Sim MOng Hiang
my Pri 5 fOrm teacher
he's One Of my fav teachers
but retired le..

think i saw Jun Guang, a pri.sku fren
but he's sO tall nOw
lOoks changed abit
i cudnt cOnfirm if he's Jun Guang la
dared nOt apprOach him
anyway, he might have fOrgOttened me

Oh ya.. i saw my IdOl, LOw Thia Kiang n spOuse
but we didnt get tO bOard On e same cOach as him thOu..

I miss my darling sO much!

clOse e blOg? Or nOt?

im seriOusli thinking if i shd clOse this blOg
the advantage Of having it is tat i can share my happiness
n asO sOme pix Of e mOment (which i hardli dO)

a blOg is suppOsed tO be an Online diary
but viewed by everyOne whO visits
i've nvr tOuched my real life diary (nOt refering tO my tU di Of cOs) fOr years.
kept a jOtter bOok since last yr tOo
wit drawings n lil' wOrds which expresses my feelings
it has alsO beens mOnths since i've tOuched it
the feeling is here wit me agn
think i'll stOp blOgging fOr a periOd Of time
let me think
it's time tO gO back tO tat jOtter bOok Of mine~

1AO2 Class Gathering tmL
nO raining pls.

im sOrry, i'll be mOre careful

went teh's hse wit my darling tO return him e games
n alsO tO watch Family Affairs
made him unhappy
my pair Of shOrts was lOose
and i didnt sit prOperli
therefOre accidentalli expOsed myself
he kinda lectured me when we went hm
i cut in his wOrds n stOpped him frOm saying any further
as i nOe wad he's gOnna say la
but it was an accident
i'll be mOre careful in future
i prOmised.

dad went m'sia tOday.
didnt ask me alOng agn......
think he went wit either his frens Or my aunt n uncle lO
im gg wit him On this sunday fOr a One- day trip!
wit WOrkers' Party!
my fav legal Party!
it's a cOmmunity tOur Organised by them la..
jOining e hOugang ppl!
im lOoking fOrward tO it..
but this alsO means tat i wOnt be seeing darling~~~

bring my bOy tO my gm!

it's a special day tOday
bOught him tO my gm's hse fOr lunch
my aunt and cOusins were all ther
he likes my yOungest cOusin, Sebastian
whO is e nOttiest Of all
hOwever, he hasnt seen e devilish side la
but hor,i ver bu gan yuan lei
i'm his cousin but i can see that he prefers him to mi
he was shOcked tO see sO many ppl ard
didnt realli tOked
i didnt expect my aunt n cOusins tO be ther tOo
thOt they wOnt be cOming tOday
anyway, thank gOd tat they came
if they werent present, the hse wud be sO quiet
DiOn's scream is fOrever sO lOud
but i lOve him

gOt tO nOe tat Benedict has msn
add him sO tat i can get e bOnd wit him agn
we nO lOng play n tOk like we used tO be when he was yOunger

GPA of 2.26

gOt my results last mOrning
wad can i say?
jus One wOrd tO describe..
POOR
passed all e mOdules
but my GPA was sO damn Poor..
2.26 Onli
im One Of e lOwest la..
hais..
thOugh im nOt planning tO get tO Uni,
i wanna dO as well as pOssible
im disappOinted la
i can Onli blame myself fOr this.

gm suppOrts me>>>>> mOvie: little Man

went Over tO gm's place ytd
planned tO wake up @ 7.30 tO bring her Out fOr breakfast
wOke up at 12 instead...
lucki i havent let her nOe Of it

cOusins (benedict, diOn n sebastian) were all ther
except my brO........
helped her wit sOme chOres n went h.mall wit mum

tOld gm Of jere n i cOs i plan tO bring him Over this week
she's fine wit it
can u imagine?
my gm is much mOre Open than my parents!
im tOld tat my aunt finds it Ok tOo

gm wants tO infOrm my parents abt it
she thinks tat they have e right tO nOe
hais
anyway she assures me tat she'll scOld them if they Objects

i wOnder if she has tOld them..
dad was nagging me jus nOw
asking me abt hOls..
"tO study hard n dun think Of Other things"
he dOesnt wan me tO repeat
is it cOincidence Or?
anyway, i ignOred him

went causeway pt wit him fOr mOvie Little Man n tOok a neO card
my face lOok sO big and fat!
fatter than his!
i've always been teasing him Of his face
nOw, his turn
anyway lil man is nice
damn hilarious

darling's affected by my previous post

the ex i was refering tO is Ck
jus wanna clarify tO everyOne tat i nO lOnger feel fOr him
i jus feel sad tat he had changed alOt within e past few yrs
diff frm whOm he used tO be
tat's y i've been waiting fOr e day when he'll change

keOng has wOke up

im happy

i've been spending every day wit him
frm mOrning till night
and i enjOy his accOmpany
almOst every day's peaceful fOr me
finalli finished gOlden faith

went tO his cOusin's hse tO celebrate her 21st birthday
when can i reach tat age?
dad and mum are checking On me nOw
calling me every single day
i hate it

went tO friendster and viewed an ex's prOfile
he has wOke up.
finalli.
and im realli happy fOr him
i've always been waiting fOr e arrival Of this day
hOpefully he's seriOus abt turning Over a new leaf n study hard
it's all up tO him
he's Old enuff tO think le
gOd bless~

jOint I & I ceremOny 2006

went sku fOr jOint I & I ceremOny 2006
NP leOs were tO be ther by 12
but everything started @ aft 2pm
waddddddd the..
leOn and i was slightli late
aft signing e attendance n paying $5
we went Canteen 1 fOr leOn's lunch

guess wad?
went back and pay anOther 10 bucks
hahas.
but tats fOr Our leO shirt la
gOtta wear it during service

didnt nOe ther's quite a nO. Of leO clubs ard
didnt nOe ther's LiOns frOm e Raffles City
it's fOr e adults la
this liOn earned himself a special award
he had served fOr a decade
he perserved even when leO club was having membership prObs

i realli admire e liOns
cOping wit their career, family, and stillllllllll
serving e cOmmittee!

leOs and liOns rOck!

went bugis tO meet teh, bOon and him fOr steambOat
didnt expect all Of them tO be very BIG EATERS
esp bOon
it seemed scary seeing hOw he eat
nO pausing~
but he's sO thin la

went kOvan and they bOught a new bball

29th Sept's yilOng bdae

went Out wit mum tOday
ICA building n then tO OG peOple's park

went tO baby yi lOng's hse tOday
a bdae party!
didnt attend e 1a02 gathering
he's 1 yr Old
he's cute n chubby
elder sis is chubby tOo la
mum gOt tO carry him
i didnt
he didnt wan............
haixxxxx
but i nOe my future baby wil be cuter
hahas

gg back tO sku fOr leO club event
jOint I & I ceremOny
think i'll be bOred man
lucki leOn's gg tOo~

happy birthday bOon!

Happy Birthday bOon!

went back tO SGS tO visit e teachers
Onli tOked tO Ms Sim n mdm lOh
bOth gOod mentOrs
didnt expect sO many ex-classmates tO be ard
think Of e 3 classes, Ours is e mOst fillial le la
hahas. 4e3 rOx!

it's bOon's birthday tOday
shun, teh, darling and i went Over tO his hse
Ordered pizza and a cake fOr him

rainy day! gOod day tO slp!

i nvr meet darling!

went tO visit gm this aftn
bOught Mcspicy fOr brunch but cudnt finish
gm finished it fOr me
and she likes!

went hOugang mall fOr dinner wit fel
shOpped and bOught a pair shOrts n new hairband!
real shOpping tml!

i missed my darling
im so used tO seeing him

dun tOk tO me like tat!

jus had a quarrel wit dad e mOment i gOt hm
i dislike e way he tOked tO me
he called me
hp was Off
but c'mOn, nO batt..

he said tat my hp is always Off, etc
jus 2 days agO, he called
hp nO batt
tOday nO batt
r u sure it's every day?

mOreOver he dOesnt call daily

i hate being accused

he cares Onli as and when he likes

smtimes he dOesnt even qn

he starts these Once in e blue mOon

im nOt Operated by a remOte cOntrOl!

i admit i wasnt very nice either
but tOk tO me nicely if u realli wanna tOk

apple sOup

Apple sOup


it's my first time bOiling sOup tOday!
my first time cOoking smth fOr him!

went fel's hse tO try it
fOund e recipe sOme time agO
jus nO time tO try it Out
hahas
fel and i find it alrite..
her gm finds it nice..
he finds it sOur
dad finds it abit sOur (due tO tangerine peel)
n sweet frOm e sOup
but stil, he says Ok jus tat he had nvr tried sweet sOup!

anyway, experience gained!!!
thx fel~

i cant slp. i realli lOve him alOt

im trying tO slp.
jus cant.
tried tO watch tv..
sickening neighbOur spraying pesticide @ 2am!
whO is sick enuff tO dO this?!

e air Outside is sO tempting
sO cOoling n fresh!
saw an uncle strOlling wit his dOg..
at 2 plussss
hOw i wish tO dO tat!

lOve e ambience at such timing

mee gOreng maggi mee cOoked by him!!!!!

btc paper was alright
at least im quite sure tt i can pass

dinner was cOoked by him!
he cOoks better than me...
even thOugh it's maggie mee
it's e dry type
i suck at it~

i wanna slp/ i dun wanna slp
i wanna watch tv/ i dun wan
i dun nOe wad i wanna dO

had my MES paper 2 days agO
im gOnna flung man
i cant dO..
studied Onli e tips
hahas. served me right fOr being sO lazy

anyway, i dun have e mOod tO study
tml's BTC paper. having 7 tOpics
im stil halfway thru e 3rd One.
lucki amanda jus gave me e tips
she mentiOned lOng agO,
asked me tO remind her tO tell me
i fOrgOt all abt it

empty, quiet
but im stil entertaining myself
by dOing abit Of hsewk
i lOve dOing it when i dun wanna study
simply excusing myself


i wanna be happy every day
i dislike myself like tat

hOliday starts tml aft 4pm

PAC examinatiOn

jus had my Pac Paper this mOrning
can pass and will pass
e paper isnt very hard aft all
but fOrgOt abt e cOmpanies'
name..
date..
hahas. anyway, im satisfied wit it

wanted tO re-submit IDS prOj
cOs amanda and i didnt edit e flOor n ceiling
bOth Offices were clOsed
cant find Mr Lam
tOo bad.. fated
hOpe we dun fail man.
i crapped alOt fOr my repOrt
hOpe he appreciates :))))

went mac fOr lunch wit amanda n sinyee
slacked fOr smtime b4 leaving Of cOs
mac was packed
nO seats fOr us
bOth levels!
but we were sO lucki tO get One b4 we left fOr OutdOor
hOpe lady luck stays wit me always
esp during exams!

Jeremy's

i wan him tO happy.

went tO watch American Haunting
wit him
scary, but pOor stOry line..

first time tasting his mum's cOoking
dishes were alrite
but i didnt finish e pOrridge..
it has dried up *hahas*

it has been a lOng time ever since
i have e urge tO gO dOwn
tO take a strOll
but it's e g**** festival nOw
i dare nOt~!
im timid la

stOod at e windOw instead..
cOol breeze and fresh air

im sorry.

Our lOve will always last

Our Love Will Always Last


As we walk this land
Side by side, hand in hand
I know that some clouds may pass
But if we hold on tight
And love with all our might
Then the thorns in our life will never last

And the roads may sometimes be unpaved
You may think that our love cannot be saved
Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last…

See the sunrise in the sky
Kiss the sunset as we lie
At night, i’ll never leave your side
But i know someday
I’ll be gone, and you’ll be gray
Oh, darling, wish that i could heal your pain…

Though the world out there
May be cold to all we shareI have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last…

And if we hold on tight, stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last

fell in lOve wit this sOng ever since this mOrning
my brO played it as i was slping..
i was thinking, since when i my brO listens tO this kinda sOng?
well.. it's sO rOmantic!

i didnt study last nite..
AGAIN!!!
wanted tO wake up earlier tO study this mOrning
but...
haiz.. dun mentiOn it
went tO wOodlands lib tO study wit
amanda, kailin and sinyee
i was e latest la
wasnt suppOsed tO be sO late
but i bOard e wrOng train
realised it Onli when i gOt tO Bishan..

when i reached ther
all were mOcking at me la
esp kailin tat mOnster

sinyee was e mentOr Of e day
teaching us PAC
Ordered ny cheesecake!
*yummy*
went windOw shOpping and bOught a ear stud
fOr MYSELF
hahas

went tO his hse aft tat.
watched duO qiang shi jie's last epi tgth
nO need tO cOntradict betw. Incredible tales and tat
it was a repeat la
we watched it b4...
thank gOddddd.

but didnt realli like e ending Of duO qiang shi jie
neither here nOr ther...
sians
Oh ya, amanda jus reminded me tO study
althOugh its sO LATE le....
hahahahahahas
i'll stil gO la.
thx gal!

i've fallen truly,madly,deeply fOr him

Rainy Dayyyy

had a terrible "bus waiting sessiOn"
suppOsed tO take 163 hm
waited fOr 1/2 hr
secOnf 162 came
nO One bOard
as it left fOr e exit Of e bus stOp
driver went tO e back tO change e sign
tO 163!!!

sO many Of us @ e stOp was waiting fOr 163!
all gOt a shOck
thOt e driver'll drive back a lil'
as it was raining

he didnt~~~~~
can see tt mOst Of us were pissed la
lucki e next 163 came within e n3xt 5 mins!

almOst lied On e guy's shOulder this mOrning
ladies Opp were staring @ me..
ended up lying On amanda~
thank gOd

but traffic jammed
was late fOr autO cad test
i suck man
started wit a tOtal mess

jus nOt a gOod day fOr me
i missed him sO much!
is he aware?

Why wedding ring should put on the forth finger


1 Firstly, show your palm, centre finger bend and put together back to back

2 Secondly, the rest 4 fingers tips to tips

3 Games begin, follow the below arrangement, 5 finger but only 1 pair can split

4 Try to open your thumb, the thumb represent parents, it can be open cause all human does go thru sick and dead. Which is our parents will leave us one day

5 Pls close up your thumb, then open your second finger, the finger represent brothers and sisters, they do have their own family which is too they will leave us too

6 Now close up your second finger, open up your litter finer, this represent your children. Sooner or later they too will leave us for they got they own living to live

7 Nevertheless, close up your lil' finger, try to open your the finger which we put our wedding ring, you will be surprise to find that it cannot be open at all. Because it represent husband and wife, this whole life you will be attach to each other

Real l<3ve will stick together fOrever and ever

(Thumb represent parents)
(Second finger represent brothers & sisters)
(Centre finger represent own self)
(Fourth finger represent your partner)
(Last finger represent your children)

he's jus nOt as caring as i wan him tO..

cramppppppppppppppppppppp.
i hate it

we're sO truly, madly, deeply in lOve!

lOve Onli HIM

met fel and my dear bOi

met fel @ jalan Kayu aft AutOcad
chOcOlate prata sux man
kinda tOo sweet?
the taste jus dOesnt blend v well
havent seen her fOr mOre than a wk
tOld her lOts and lOts Of things

aft tat she accOmpanied me tO sembawang
went tO my dear bOi's hse tO watch mOvie agn
Saw is nice
but gruesOme.......

dinner @ sembawang park was tOo filling
Ordered tOo much fOod~~~
but learnt a lessOn
im nOt studying agn!!!
buck up!

dO yOu nOe hOw tO raed tihs?

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.


cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !!

my bOi wOrries me! he's sick agn!

tOday's kinda parents meeting sessiOn
it's his mum's bdae tml
celebrated it tOday
i gOt a shOck when he infOrmed me this mOrning
suppOsed tO gO tO his hse
wit bOon and teh

i was afraid tO see his parents
but they turned Out tO be v funni ppl
esp. his mum
gOt her a bracelet frm sun plaza b4 headin tO his hm
returned tO his hm tO watch mOvies aft dinner

as we were @ e bus stOp
gg back tO my place
he felt a sudden pain in his stOmach
his face changed
went back hm wit him tO rest
he's sO stubbOrn!
jus dun wanna see a dOc
even aft enduring it fOr an hr....
it hurts me!

his mum came back @ 11 plus
as i was abt tO leave
shOcked tO see me stil ther
hahas.
when i tOld her i'll be getting a cab hm
she was kinda shOcked agn
hahas
wanted tO gO hm On my Own
but she wanted him tO see me dOwn..
screamed @ him
nOticed tat she screams @ him alOt. *lOlx*

darling, get well sOon!

gOlden faith

went back tO sgs this mOrning
v. few ppl went.....
finalli met faey and serene, my 2 belOved frens
hOpe they'll dO well fOr their O'levels!
gOd bless~

had a fall b4 i reached sku..
jus sO sway

jus finished watching gOlden faith
a shOw tat tOuches me mOst
actualli i have e energy and time tO finish everyting
but it seriOusli affects my mOod lO.
i feel v. sad nOw

why is ther such a gOod guy
whO's 100% willing tO sacrifice everything?
his life..
his lOve..
e Onli sad thing is he isnt a gOod lOver
he sacrifices Onli himself
i feel sO terrible tO see tat
is ther such a man whO exist in real life?
can Ding Shan Ben appear in real life?

kiss fOr him!

went tO pOnggOl end
wit teh, bOon, shunde, his gf and him
it rainned when we were @ rivervale plaza
decided tO cancel it and head hm
when we reached e bus stOp, it stOpped!

im made him very angry and jealOus
very guilty
lucki he fOllOwed me alight!
had dinner and tOok a lOng ride On e bus
and we're Ok~
tO smwher wher we dun even nOe!
but ther was this v nice Overhead bridge!
lOve it!

Party!

went tO a fren's party this evening
met sOme fren at j8 tO buy him a gift
everyOne was shOcked tO here tat im attached tO him
they were like..
"why him?"
anyway, 2 Of my frens think tat he has changed
pOsitively!

had a great time la.

3rd date wit my dearbOi; 1st phOne tOk (since 23.7.06)

3 aug

attended sku fOr 2 hrs
and spend e rest Of e day wit him :)
great great day!
went Cathay fOr e mOvie "CLick"
it's nice and has a mOral stOriie fOr us tO learn
we went ther sO earli and he bOught tix fOr 5.30
i didnt nOw until we finished windOw shOpping at 2.30!
i was like...
diaOoo. wad are we gOnna tO dO?!
went starbUcks tO slack, which i dislike
and then tO Bras Basah

dinner was @ yishun n back hm!
a sweet date~


4 Aug

sku ended @ 11 plus
suppOsed tO have MES lecture frm 2 tO 3?
think whOle class skipped la
went tO bukit timah market fOr brunch
ppl ther were: kailin, serena, sinyee and amanda
had a healthy sexual tOk
and went back tO sku lib tO chill
did sOme stupid stuffs: disturbed amanda n serena as they tried tO catch sm slp
and.. pOsed sOme idiOtic pix la
think if anyOne is gOnna videO me Of my sku lifestyle
n shOw it tO me,
i wOnt be able tO believe it man

e gals think tat i have a very elegant lOok
ONLI WHEN I DUN TOK
my face dOesnt suit my character nOr vOice
lOls. i strOngli agree!

im angry with him

i was angry wit him tOday
shall nOt elabOrate further
jus felt kinda cheated
didnt expect myself tO tear until i recieved a msg frm him
it reali hurt
spOke tO fel On e phOne
and she tOok a cab dOwn tO accOmpany me
she was very angry thrOughOut e few hrs
Over my bOy and i
she thinks tat he wasnt wOrth fOrgiving
and tat i fOrgive tOo easily
but.. why nOt?
as lOng as im happy

actuallii fOrgave him sOon aft i we ended e call
but stil decided tO skipped lecture
HAHAS
thanks fel!

watching lOve @ 0 degree celsius
weixiang is such a great lOver!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can yixin nOt chOose guObin?

2/8/06

went fOr a mOvie last evening wit fel and nic
Lake HOuse!
i was nice la
sO.. watch it!

BTC lecture was cancelled last mOrning
sO sku started at 1pm but i was late
Overslpt cOs alarm was set wrOngli!

as fOr tOday, im e first tO cOme tO class this mOrning.
fOllOwed by fad, cass and saleha
e rest arent here yet!
lOlx. my 1st time cOming tO class sO earli
but seriOusli, i hate waking up earli
recentli i've been mOre prOne tO overslp
jus dun feel like waking up!

my bOi is unhappy, i dun nOe hOw can i cheer him up

my dear bOi's unhappy
i realli dO nOt nOe wad i can dO tO cheer him up
he wanted me tO sing,
i refused
i'll Onli dO things when i feel like it
i need the feel

wad shd i dO?
wad can i dO?
i dun feel gOod at all

Tv craze is back

spent my day well tOday
came hm str. aft sku and did sm hse wrk

watched lOve @ 0 degree celsius
Oo~ lOve terence caO's family
sO united ever since he and his wife patched
it seems like rui en wil end up wit GuO Bin..
i wan her tO be wit wei xiang (ELvin Ng) !
dun let him be alOne!

im watching luO qiang shi jie nOw
scary serial killer wit spilt persOnality!
think fang qing'll get killed!!!!!!!
cant imagine i screamed when i was watching
e whOle sceneriO is terrifying.
back tO tv~~~

jinwen is injured.

went tO visit my gm this aftn
had my lunch ther n helped fOld e laundry
was suppOsed tO meet my sec sku frens fOr dinner
i was e Organizer
everything screwed up
many Of them infOrmed me last min, tat they'r nOt cOming
kinda pissed la

met fel and nic at hOugang mall fOr earli dinner at Pepper Lunch
nic treated us wit ceramel Ice-cream *yummy*
saw a grp ther singing (frm Li wei sOng's music sku)
One Of them is Yi ting's brO, si chun
dashing dude

we went NOrth POint tO lOok fOr Junyi tO accOmpany him fOr dinner
he smsed me last nite but i didnt reply
he gOt intO a fight last nite
was a terrible fight @ a cOffee shOp
in his grp, nO One was injured excp Jin Wen whO was terribly hurt
his eye, his lips
waited fOr him tO finish wOrk
he tricked me telling me he's gg dOwn geylang tO have a fight
scared me.
even asked me wad i'll dO if i were him,
if my bf was him Or if my brO was him
*PEACE pls!*

he's stil smOking n i wOnder when he'll change man
fOrever saying im stupid
he wOrries tat He'll cheat me
but he nOes tat wadever he says wOnt change my mind
im aware Of wad he'd tOld me tOday
im willing tO give Him a chance
if anything gOes wrOng, i'll blame nO One
this is my decisiOn

2nd date wit my dear bOi

cant imagine i shut my phOne Off last nite
set alarm @ 1am
it rang and interrupted my slp
i shut it Off
it has been sO lOng ever since i Off it

he smsed me ard 11 plus tO ask me Out fOr dinner
he didnt mentiOn anything abt it last nite
thOt he had fOrgOtten abt meeting me tOday

met @ yishun fOr dinner and mOvie
dragOn tiger gate is very nice!
i lOve it
he dOesnt as he thinks tat e stOry line was sO expected
hahas. true, but i lOve it! e 3 herOs were sO gOod lOoking
jiang zi dan is e mOst wOnderful!
best kungfu skills~
lOve tO see him fight.

fel was disappOinted when she nOes tat im watching it wit him
she wanted tO watch it wit me.

1st date ever since we started Our r/s (3rd)

went tO meet him aft sku.
he was late. lOls
went newtOn fOr dinner
rainned heavily shOrtly aft we "finished" Our fOod.
ther was this black cat which kept cOming Over
i lOoked intO its eyes
it changed cOlor!
scared e hell Out Of me when it came even nearer
im scared Of cats!
lucki this brave uncle kept helping me tO carry it away

went tO NOvena sq fOllOwed by United sq
tOok bus hm as he dun wanna bOard crOwded train
i had a great day wit him~

the memOry keeper's daughter

went bras basah wit fel tO lOok fOr e 2 bOoks
it is e biggest Outlet, yet it dOesnt have bOth
but thank gOd, e staff checked and tOld me Great wOrld is e Onli Outlet tat has it le
but it Onli has "The Memory Keeper's Daughter"
dun have "The Book Of Death"

sO fel and i walked tO suntec and tOok a bus tO Great wOrld
it was at Harris! nOt pOpular! we went tO ask ard wher pOpular is
lOls. ans was: ther isnt any pOpular here

saw NOkia shOp and saw N72
it's in e market le, bUt nO price fOr lines
Onli price fOr e phOne alOne which is 600 Over
sO ex la

gOnna wait till e price fOr line is available~

anyway, he msged me very earli tOday
brightened up my day!
many ppl called and smsed me
but i cud stil slp!
nOrmalli i can Onli ignOre Once Or twice
e med wOrks!
im feeling alOt better

MC

26-Jul-06

went amk tO meet fel aft sku
she accOmpanied me tO see e dOc
it was clOsed
it wil be clOsed at 12.30pm every wed and sun
rmb few mOnths agO, fel went ther wit me tOo
same thing happened. lOls
sO we went tO amk central tO have Our lunch
Mac! hahas
she didnt alLOw me de
but i Onli had Mac and chicken rice in mind
she said tat eating chicken rice is wOrst than mac.
lOls

saw 2 cute silbings ther.
a baby and a tOddler *chubby*

went pOpular tO lOok fOr "the memOry keeper's daughter" and "the bOok Of death"
dun have...
tat day went tO cOmpass pt alsO dun have
e whOle Of MPH alsO dun have
it's Out Of stOck!

aft which, fel went tO get sOme grOceries fOr her gm
and we headed tO my place tO see dOc
he gave me MC cOs he'll be giving me smth strOng
he wOrries tat i wOnt be able tO wake up On time e next mOrning
anyway, made up my mind tO skip SW
CATS will be a waste Of time
had my presentatiOn last wk
i'll Onli be listening tO e Others' presentatiOn
rather rest at hOme


27-Jul-06


meeting fel later tO gO Bras Basah POpular tO lOok fOr e 2 bOoks
if i cant find, i head tO kinO then
hOpe tat i'll find them! :)

sick

im sick
was having cOugh since sunday
started tO have runny nOse since this mOrning le
hate e feeling
feel very tired with all the cOughing

skipped btc lecture this mOrning
went tO sku tO have PAC tutOrial which lasted Onli fOr 1hr
e cash budget is sO difficult!
met fel at hOugang tO have pOrridge and then tO my hOme
wanted tO gO jOgging but due tO my stupid runny nOse
she drOpped e idea

finalli called BrOthers tO discuss e prOb with my scanner
ans is: engineer will cOntact me
...
wait again

did sOme hse wOrk n cleared my sec. sku bOoks
hahas. finnalli dOing all these

dinner was wit mum and fel and headed hm str. tO slp.
im very very tired.
slping sOon i guess
my dear bOi's sick tOo

anOther damaged bra

smth wrOng wit blOgger?
ill?
having errOrs fOr 2 days le.

im sO angry tat i cried jus nOw.
my mum spOilt anOther bra Of mine
One Of e new Ones
tOld her many many times nOt tO wash my bra
i'll dO it myself
she did it agn when i was Out fOr dinner wit fel
e cute buttOn fell Off
e main pt is mum lied tO me
i called tO cOnfrOnt her
she denied saying tat she didnt tOuch it
but pls.. we'r e Onli 2 whO nOes hOw tO use tO washing machine
2nd time i asked, she kept quiet fOr v lOng
i gOt fed up and hanged up

u are my mum, why cant u jus admit wad u've dOne?!
i nOe u ppl must be thinking, jus a bra
i can get a new One, i can sew e bOttOn back (fel suggested)
but this isnt impt
wad's impt is, why must she lie esp when she nOes im angry ard?
i dun understand
i dun understand

whenever i get angry wit her, i wanna quarrel
but when she gets hm, i gOt Over it
tOtalli fOrgOt abt it
i hate this part Of me

my dear bOi nOes tat im gOnna quarrel later On
made me prOmise nOt tO dO tat
sO.. im gOnna fOrget abt it agn...

sentOsa

fel and i
Martin and i


sinyee, amanda and i amanda and i
yan yi and i



sOme pix taken ytd at sentOsa
it rainned sOon aft we gOt tO palawan beach
shifted tO silOsO
and saw this very cute lil' gal (belOw) Outside cOffee bean

played wit my classmates
went cycling wit fel
was sO great
tOtal Of 14 ppl
including fel and geryll's fren

left sentOsa at ard 5?
had dinner at harbOur frOnt
i left fOr hm first tO gO tO Meng Teck Uncle's hse fOr bbq
it was his 55th birthday
saw anOther cute baby gal (cHUbby!)
baby yichen wil nvr allOw ppl tO carry him

tried tequila wit 7-up
having cOugh since this mOrning
sOn darren bOught me 2 bars Of chOcos and e rest, a jacket frm Fleshimp
had a great day ytd. thx everyOne

21stJuly2006

My Presents fOr tOday!

wOooOooOOoo. tOday will be One Of my mOst memOrable birthday celebratiOn!
met amanda, sinyee, kai lin, her bf and serena at tOwn
had baked rice wit sinyee n amanda
famOus amOs bOi isnt ther
bOught a shirt fOr myself
a ring,
a pair Of shades tOo!

i bOught a shirt fOr my brO tOo..
gOod sis ar
hahas.
my "real" gift will arrive in my hands Onli tml
amanda bOught me a bar Of cute chOcOs at cine
serena made me a card wit Our pic taken frm her phOne
and a pig! 2nd pig recieved this yr
sO tOuched by her card

brO and his gf bOught me a gift each!
his gf bOught me a pig. a 3rd pig. lOls
and a card. thanks!

tOok neOprints! hehe
nOt scanned yet thOu

all left earli
amanda n i cOntinued shOpping!
left tOwn at 6 plus aft buying a cake fOr myself~~~
mUm fOrgOt tO buy
called me tO dO sO *diaOs*

was sO disappOinted wit my dad jus b4 cutting e cake
e kids werent ther, my cOusin had smth crOpped up
left e uncles n my relatives
as we were setting e candles, they were tOking at e Other table
damn disappOinted
i felt like walking Off
but they turned suddenli and sang fOr me!
sO cute!

im invited tO One Of e uncle hse tml evening
his birthday!

realli happy
i lOve everybOdy~