peaceful day

Teachers' Day? Our sku isnt celebrating it! 1st time man.. had the gift presentatiOn and back tO lessOns.. the 1 periOd of assembly was damn lame lO.. uninteresting.. almOst the whOle sku left at 1pm.. Our class was sO stupid tO think tat mdm lOh wud be cOming fOr lessOn.. she didnt!


had a 'fight' wit jy tOday.. aft the assembly, the sec 4 and 5 cOrridOr was like a market.. sO many peOple walking abOut.. ms sim came tO class w/O teaching.. lOls.. we had Our 'fight' in class and alOng the cOrridOrs.. i guessed the last time we did tat was during lOwer sec times le.. i went crazy, nth else came tO my mind.. elye and nik even tried tO stOp me! lOlx.. i jus kept chasing up and dOwn.. but i felt very relaxed aft running.. nik gOt excited tOo! lOlx..



finally went tO the swing tOdae.. i cudnt even play fOr lOng.. having giddy spells again and almOst fall Off frOm it.. lucky it didnt happen Or i'll be damn embarrassed.. nik and wx came Over tO bring bunny dOwn tO the garden.. bunny adapts tO new envirOnments quite fast.. very nOtti.. and this is the 1st time i see the childcare children cOming Out.. they were all attracted tO bunny! they're realli lOvable..

late!!!!!!!!!

im late fOr sku tOday.. together wit nik.. nOt becOs we wOke up late Or caught in a traffic jam.. jus becOs we walked slOw tOday! lOlx.. lucky i didnt gO and buy sweet, Or we'll get even later! jus late by a minute.. sickening man.. the gate clOsed right in frOnt Of us.. wth can? 10 yrs Of educatiOn.. 1st time late fOr sku..



stayed back aft sku tOday fOr math test againnnn! i fOrgot abt tOday's tuitiOn! stil went tO have a slack wit the gals at the playgrd.. lOlx.. lucky nik reminded me..



there are stars tOnite.. sOme tiny Ones.. currently, thOse are enuff.. but when will ther be a night when the whOle sky is filled wit bright twinkling stars? i'll be waiting fOr tat day tO cOme..

today is a bad day for love

lOve? tOday isnt a gOod day fOr tat.. im busy On msn.. nik and wx are having prObs.. gOtta tOk tO bOth.. alex and gf are facing prOb tOo.. terr is stil very upset Over the breaking up wit sq.. he chOse tO give up.. but he had decieved himself.. is ther any turning back fOr him? is sQ willing give him anOther chance? he had all along been demanding and all.. but he lOves her alOt.. she is his 1st prior.. i've always regard him as my kOr.. i dOnt wan him tO be like tat.. he used tO be sO cheerful.. in frOnt of his frens, he is always putting up a smile.. a smile which isnt real.. keep yOurself away frOm hOme? drink? smOke? u think u can fOrget everything? arent u making life wOrst?



im pissed tOday.. pissed by jy.. by wad he said.. be cOnsiderate.. think Of hOw i wOuld feel befOre saying thOse stuffs pls.. im suppOsed tO be angry wit him.. but when he called me, i fOrgot abt it again.. hOw am i suppOsed tO shOw him tat i seriOusly dOnt like thOse cOmments? he nOes it.. but he's stil dOing tat.. i dOnt understand wad kinda jOy he wOuld enjOy by saying tat..



tOday is just a bad day-

dOne my cme project

dOne my cme prOject the mOment i reached hOme frOm tutiOn! im satisfied wit myself.. i've dOne my part fOr the prOject, the rest is up tO jy already..



im nOt feeling gOod again.. i had a dream.. why appear in my dream and make me feel sO real? since it's jus a dream, let it appear as fake as pOssible then.. dOnt spOil my day.. im really affected..



i really gOtta pull up my sOcks.. i nOe im nOt trying hard enuff.. jus 2 mOre mOnths i'll be free frOm sku and stuffs.. i must push myself!

Baby, I know you're hurting
Right now you feel like you could never
Love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would
Be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt like you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey he' s nothing like me
I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cryI'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie
As time goes by
You will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes baby, baby
And I (I) know you're afraid (know you're afraid)
To let your feelings show (feelings show)
And I understand
Girl, it's time to let go (girl, it's time to let go because)
I deserve a try (try) honey
Just once (once)
Give me a chance (chance) and I'll prove this all wrong (wrong you walked)
You walked in, you were so quick to judge (quick to judge)
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see
No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry)
I swear (Oh I, oh I, I swear)
No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry)

nik, nic, elye, jy and gilbert

fOr the first, nO One rush the teacher tO dismiss On time.. lOls.. wOngO accidentally dragged the lessOn fOr 1/2hr! nOne Of us was aware Of it.. lOls.. the clOck wasnt wOrking man.. lOls.. lucky philip checked the time, Or wOngO wiLl cOntinue anOther set Of essay! wOngO, u nvr fail tO make Our lessOns interesting!




went tpy wit nik, nic, jy, elye and gilbert.. lOls.. finally have the chance tO see hOw he lOoks like.. he lOoks sO mature, like a NS man.. lOls.. suppOsed tO pei elye tO expO tO see bOoks.. ended up gOing tO bugis! lOls.. lucky jy didnt gO, Or he and nic wOuld be argueing nOn-stOp Or end up quarrelling?




i tried tO take a nap when i reached hm, but my mind was jus filled wit him.. i cOuldnt slp prOperly.. brainwash me pls..

suckie me..

26.08.05
this day kinda sUcks.. ended sku late tOdae and went tO wx hse tO slack.. slack again?! i cant play the swing again.. i need the swing.. hOney stars are nOt wOrking On me anymOre.. i cant smile.. i cant.. what has gOt intO me? these few days, i jus feel like sleeping.. hOw lOng can i sleep tOnight? i gOtta wake up earli fOr tutOrial tml..


last night, i had a dream.. i thOt it was real.. it seemed sO real.. but when i wOke up and checked, it was jus a dream.. anOther dream.. since it's nOt real, please dOnt even appear in my dreams.. it'll jus spOil my day..

meaningless day!

its's a meaningless day tOday! sO busy and i did nOt have any fun.. nik and i were under wx's blk waiting fOr him and i see peOple playing the swing.. i was tempted lO.. but didnt play.. tOday is jus a BORING DAY lO.. had tutOrial aft sku tOday.. tutOrial again.. tml still gOtta stay fOr math test! every lessOn we've gOing tO sit fOr math tests? dOnt stress us can!?



dad asks me tO gO On a trip tO m'sia wit my cOusin her children fOr a day.. i wanna gO, bUt i cant! i'm having tuitiOn On tat day!



sickening sku.. sicking life.. sickening O'levels.. sickOs

disappOinted wit junyi-

disappOinting friend-



im damn tired this mOrning.. even during the natiOnal anthem, i felt like slping~ planned tO gO hm straight aft tutOrial tO take a nap, but ended up slacking wit nik? mdm lOh gave us the JAE fOrm tOdae.. i used my mOck exam scOres tO calculate my L1R4.. 21.. there are cOurses that i want tO take, but i cant! it sOmehOw affected my day man..



met junyi and kai while returning hm.. and ended up having my dinner wit them.. and this is the 1st time junyi smOked in frOnt Of me.. i knOw he's smOking le.. but tO see my fren smOking in frOnt Of me makes me feel very unpleasant.. he knOws that i dOnt like ppl tO smOke, yet he's still dOing that.. kai tOo.. im utterly disappOinted.. luckily On my way hm, i saw the beautiful sky.. it was realli nice and it made me feel better..




i shd gO tO study NOW!

buzziie day-

it's anOther tuesday.. jus gOt hm nOt lOng agO! hOw busy i am tOdae~ aft sku gOt tutOrial.. reached hm nOt lOng gOtta gO fOr tutiOn.. im exhausted.. i dOnt wan this kind Of life.. studying the whOle day is tiring.. i have nOt gOne tO the swing fOr 2 days.. perhaps i'll Onli gO ther aft this mOnth? hOpe sO..



sku is gOing to end late tml.. tutOrial againnnnn~ thurs and fri tOo.. since last week, we have tO stay On fri tO dO math tests.. the sku is crazy.. absOlutely crazy.. suddenly give us such tight schedules.. i rather have night classes in sku lO..



O'levels, please cOme quickly and end as sOon as pOssible!

everything i do, i do it for you

everything i dO, i dO it fOr u...
-bryan adams


Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

tight day-

many things happened tOday.. carina and xinyi had a cat fight in 4e2 tOdae.. it was shOrt.. sO many peOple went fOr the 'shOw'.. i jus felt like walking Off when the fight started.. this is my first time witnessing a cat fight.. it jus seems sO frightening tO see peOple fighting.. as we walked Out Of the sku, june came and it was like june and carina vs the twins lO.. carina was fierce, but june was wOrst.. cud hear her shOuting vulgarities sO lOudly when we were walking back.. i wOnder wad are the security guards Outside the Office fOr.. it was sO ObviOus that there was a big illegal gathering in frOnt Of the sku lO..



the swings were swinging by itself tOdae! one which seemed natural, the Other One... erms.. :x but we didnt feel anything eerie thOugh.. jus weird! nO One was arOund, nOt a single sOul..



tOdae, nik and wx spent their day tgther while i went shOpping wit aLvina! hahax.. i missed thOse days when the 4 Of us kept gOing bugis.. thOse days were sO girly.. shOpping, taking neOprints and dOlling Ourselves up.. j.a.m.s-



i embarassed myself On the way hm tOdae! dOzed Off in the bus, knOcked OntO the glass and almOst leanned On an uncle! luckily i wOke up myself~ i must keep myself awake when im On the bus alOne! i've been warned since yOung..



btw, the minimart dOwnstairs has clOsed dOwn.. when i went dOwnstairs jus nOw, the feeling is sO different.. nOt much peOple as befOre and was quiet.. i felt sO different.. sOmehOw scary.. as if i've cOme hm late in the night?

rainy day againnnnn

its rainning again! again! went fOr tuitiOn tOdae.. a student joins us.. the first impressiOn she gave me was.. she's fake... anyway, this tuitiOn will last fOr abt 2 mOnths plus Onli.. everything will be fine again..



went cOmpass alOne in the evening tO get sOme stuffs.. mum isnt feeling well tO jOIn me.. but that alLOwed me tO be mOre independent! in the past, i wilL never dO tat..



tOdae is jus anOther day.. anOther rainny day.. im lOoking fOrward tO swing tml!

i love u-

tOwnnnn!

went fOr wOngO's tutOrial tOday.. nik, nic and i met and went tO buy breakfast tO eat in class.. as he tOld us tat we're allOwed tO eat, we thOt many Of them'll buy.. ended up Onli the 3 Of us.. lOlx.. imagine nic eating nasi lemak during the lessOn! lOlx.. while nik and i had Our bean curd.. lOlx.. lessOn tOdae is realli fun.. played a game again.. quite stupid lO.. tats Our wOngO!



aft lessOn, i went tO the swing again.. nic went instead Of nik.. hahas.. had my fun thOugh..



nik and i went tOwn tOdae! lOlx.. suppOsed tO gO Out wit aL and frens, but i didnt.. anyway, it didnt start Off well.. lOlx.. it jus rainned heavily suddenly while we were crOssing the rOad.. we jus share a bOoklet tO cOver Our heads and walked alL the way tO taka! everyOne were lOoking at us lO.. damn embarassing~ alL drenched~



beautiful illusiOn-

exhausted!!!

the mOment nik and i came tO the assembly grOund this mOrning, Phua pOh pOh questiOned us already.. regarding the absence frOm her class.. we lied.. *sinned* but she sOmehOw didnt believe us at alL lO.. aft assembly, mdm lOh was the next One tO questiOn us.. lOlx.. nik didnt wanna explain further.. i jus said tat i kept feelin giddy and went hOme earlier! hahax.. i nOe i shdnt dO tat.. but these few days, im realli feeling tat way.. but nOt as seriOus as hOw it was last year.. she was sOmehOw wOrried.. im guilty~ IM SORRY.


friday.. this day im suppOsed tO be dismissed earli! instead, sku ended at 3....... straight aft recess! but we didnt even have time fOr that break.. had tO dO up math cOrrectiOns.. and it was alL the way math till 3! cOrrectiOns tO be dOne, math test tO take and fOllowed by a math tutOrial~ i planned tO dO sOme study aft sku.. but we're jus stressed and tired aft the math test man~ lucky it isnt raining tOday but damn hOt.. went tO the swing wit nik and learnt hOw tO swing higher.. aft tat we jus slacked thrOughout the whOle nOon!.. anyway, i enjOyed nik's accOmpany tOdae! it was fun!



but tml is a sat! a weekend! but.... we stil gOtta gO fOr extra lessOn! gOtta wake up earli~ this week im seeing nik everyday lO.. tml and sun fOr tuitiOn tOo.. Omg.. and im realli tired.. im feeling the stress.. but sOmehOw, we can stil slack.. jus pray hard that we'll nOt get tOo stress nOr tOo slack tOo~



my friendship wit junyi is always On and Off fOr the past few years.. until nOw.. i had been treating him cOldly.. mOstly due tO hOw i feel tat he's changing.. but these 2 days, the friendship seem tO be imprOving.. i noe he'll be ther tO suppOrt me.. but sOmehOw.. i cant trust him tOtally.. mb it's asO due tO the grp Of peOple he's miggling wit? i dOnt nOe.. i wOnder if Our frienship is gOnna last..

my rainny day

my rainny day-

i dun feel gOod tOdae.. nik and i skipped acc tutOrial.. it rainned and i thOt i wOnt be able tO play the swing.. but still, we went.. fOr tat mOment, i felt realli high.. aft tat, nik left wit wx while i went april's hse and fell aslp ther.. the day is sO sian..



my day is rainny.. all the mixed feelings.. 18/8/05 isnt a gOod day..



hOw many peOple can i actually trust?

beautiful illusiOns-

wOo.. i had my fun at cOurt tOdae.. cOmbined science tutOrials were cancelled! but.. stil gOtta wait fOr nik tO finish her O'level Oral.. think the Oral was quite alright fOr her.. able tO speak.. aft tat, we were suppOsed tO meet geOk nicOle at cOurt, but we gOt tempted by the swings near wx hse! erms.. i dOnt nOe hOw tO swing high and nik wants tO cOmpete~ lOlx.. luckily gOt nic tO push me.. the feeling Of swinging sO high is really GREAT.. very stress- free and it made my mOod became sO high.. i think we shd gO ther mOre Often!



the game was gOod~ but cOurt seemed really quiet.. it was dOminated by gals tOday! even kai xiang tat grp didnt cOme tO cOurt tOdae.. but smth terrible jus had tO happen.. geOk and her fren, anOther gal whOm we dOnt nOe, flipped nik's skirt On twO OccasiOns! nik was damn angry.. aft the game, she jus sat fOr awhile and went hm.. april and i fOllowed.. ended up taking a strOll.. nik scolded vulgarities man.. i was shOcked.. she was very angry and wx went tO cOurt and scOlded geOk.. i spOke tO him On the phOne.. sO fierce lO.. i didnt even nOe hOw tO handle him..



aft the thing, april and i went back tO cOurt tO play again.. i jus feel sO energetic tOday! tOk On phone wit nik fOr mOre than 2hrs~ tOk and tOk.. bOth Of us jus feel better aft tOking tO each Other.. perhaps its becOs we share the same kinda thinking.. anyway, i jus feel like saying this Out.. i miss him..



beautiful illusiOn-

saddie day

jus reached hm nOt lOng? im sO damn tired nOw.. left hm at 6 plus in the mOrning and came back at 5 plus tO bathe and have a quick meal and rushed tO meet nik fOr tuitiOn~ i dislike quick meals man.. i cant enjOy.. bOth Of us thOt Of bringing an umbrella, but in the end, nOne Of us brOught and it rained! lOlx.. lucki Our destinatiOn was jus drizzling..



had my O'levels English Oral tOdae.. everything was fine! befOre gOing in, i was sO tensed that i had tO keep singing tO calm myself dOwn.. One Of the invigilatOr was a caucasian.. luckily my grOup wasnt invigilated by her! i am quite sure that my Oral was well- taken.. able tO read and speak fluently..



btw, i gOt tO knOw smth which made my day rainy.. but i dOnt regret hearing it.. at least there are ppl ther fOr me.. esp nik.. thanks alOt..



i met the ice-cream uncle tOdae, selling ice- cream Outside the sku.. we spOke fOr quite a lOng time while waiting fOr april.. i've learnt smth frm him.. it's hard tO survive in the sOciety.. he tried many jObs and learnt many skills despite his *prOb* i realli admire him.. his will pOwer..



nik and i had a talk wit adrain befOre the tuitiOn.. many students made it fOr their O'levels even frOm a F9 result.. tO an A Or B.. we can tOo.. but aft seeing thOse results Of his ex-students, we felt stressed.. wad if we cant?



anyway, im stressed.. i gOtta play tml.. hOpe tat nik's Oral wilL gO smOothly tml..
may gOd bless her-

sleepless nite

it's gOnna be a sleepless night tOnight.. up til nOw, i stil dOnt feel like sleeping yet.. jus feel like blOgging.. even if i gO tO bed, i'll be listening tO pOwer 98 again.. fOr the past few nights, it kept me accOmpany.. Yes93.3 is sO bOring withOut Dj Ling Zhi's vOice..



i think i better fOrce myself tO slp.. Or i'll be sleeping in class tml.. Lights Offff, time tO be On bed nOw..

starriie me

i seriOusly cant put myself tO slp.. i need tO take a strOll.. i need it nOw.. hOw i wish this mOnth quickly pass and i'll gO fOr a strOll fOr the first night.. my starriie night.. it has been a lOng time ever since i went up ther tO lOok at the stars wit my brO.. last year! he wOnt gO wit me anymOre.. he's nOt even interested~



i dOnt feel gOod.. i need my hOney stars again.. had it ytd, but it had nO effect On me.. it used tO help.. hOwever, even if i realli wanna eat them nOw, ther is nO mOre left.. i need a break.. i need tO scream.. i missed my sec1 and sec3 days.. i miss kai ling, terrence, jarvis, mei hui, jOycelin, mrs yeo and her stares, her scOldings.. i miss my craziest mOments when i dOnt even need tO give a damn tO anyOne.. i miss my havOc times.. i miss thOse mOrning trainings.. i miss thOse days when i gO ard shOpping malls tO see babies.. im still nOt prepared tO face this 'dOg- eat- dOg' wOrld..



yes, sOmehOw junyi and nik are right abt me.. and i guess elye is asO getting tO understand mOre abt me..



starriiebaby-

i lOve him-

suppOsed to study wit nik aft sku.. but we saw this little bOy whO is sO cute.. jus under the blOck in frOnt Of the sku.. i was tempted and went Over and spent quite sOme time wit him and his granny.. lOlx.. he didnt allOw me tO carry him at first.. but i managed tO win his trust Over! shd i call it a trust? hahas.. anyway Ck came and surprisingly, he tOked abt the past.. abt tM.. at least he rmbs.. aft sO lOng, we have talked again.. aft all, we're stilL frens..


the vOmiting feeling is here again.. tOdae.. and i seriOusly hate it.. had my math tUitiOn tOdae.. adeline bOught a bOokmark fOr me which lOoks really cute.. bUt.. i've stOpped read bOoks since lOng agO.... anyway, i like it..


i'll be having my English O'level Oral tml.. kinda stressed Over the whOle O'levels.. i dO nOt noe if i can make it tO the pOly.. had physic tuitiOn ytd, math tOdae and chem tml.. aft mt Oral! tml gOtta take Physic mOck exam again and a math test tO prepare us fOr the One On friday.. is the sku crazy? i realli wOnder..



i wan my carefree life-

tUitiOn... stressssss

i have nO time tO surf the net tOnite! nOt even msn Or listening tO sOngs.. i had my 1st science tuitiOn wit nik tOdae.. it's physic tOdae.. bUt guess wad.. i brOught chem instead~ luckily nO bOoks were needed Or i'll be sO embarassed.. the place is sO damn deserted.. at first, we (nik, her mum and i) cudn't even find the tuitiOn centre.. alL the dOors were clOsed and we came across 2 peOple Onli! cant imagine hOw nik and i are gOing tO gO there On tue nite and gO hm frm ther..


the lessOn was alrite, but the students ther seem tO be like private candidates and gave us the wild feeling.. we were kinda shOck when they came in..



i think i'm starting tO feel the stress already.. my schedule is tightening~ my english O'level Oral is On tue man.. jus hOpe tat the Oral gOes smoOthly fOr me..

bObby's birthday-

went tOwn wit nik and wx tOday.. it was quite great but asO sian.. but at the end Of the shOpping, i bOught sOme stuffs.. the feeling was quite great.. then nik and i went tO the cOurt tO meet junhaO and alex.. cOurt was sO quiet tOdae.. Onli afew came dOwn.. nik went hm early..


and it's bObby's birthday tOdae.. kim li shOwed him a presentatiOn specially made fOr him.. it was wOnderful.. tOuching indeed.. think he had enjOyed himself tOday..


btw, i've gOt another tuitiOn again.. but wit nik.. fOr bOth phy and chem! tue and sun! tue wil end at nite! gOtta gO all the way tO p.s! mOn math tuitiOn.. tue asO have.. sun tOo.. anyway.. i jus hOpe tat during the O'levels, i can pass my science and hOpefulli get a B4? hOpe tat the O'levels wun stress me..

rainy day-

its anOther rainy day again.. it was sO cOld tat i cudnt cOncentrate in class and dOzed Off fOr awhile.. jus find tat histOry lessOn is getting mOre and mOre bOring.. gOt my O'level chi. result tOdae.. gOt a B3.. shd cOnsider it as a miracle.. i thOt i'll get a C5 or 6.. i didnt pay attentiOn in chi class fOr 2 yrs.. frm an A in sec One tO a C during the mid-yr examinatiOn this yr.. it shOcked me.. my O'level Oral wasnt tat gOod.. but i wOnder hOw can i get a distinctiOn.. everything seemed tO be a lie.. it dOesnt seem real at alL.. i dUn feel the real happiness frm it..
jus tOld my dad abt it.. he had nO reactiOn at alL.. wad is this suppOsed tO mean?



tOdae is realli a tiring day.. brOught nik hm aft sku while i have a shOwer befOre visiting jOvyn.. phy test was canceled.. i wanted tO learn hOw to carry bUnny.. but im still scared Of it.. nik and i wanted tO bath bUnny.. hahas.. bUt we dO nOt have the knOwledge Of dOing it at alL.. we didnt risk..



we ended up onli went chOmp chOmp to like sOmehow celebrated bObby's birthday.. they were tOo late tO visit jOvyn.. hOpe he recOvers sOon!

bad day-

went tOwn tOdae.. hahax.. studied abit befOre gOing Out.. at tOwn, nik and wx kept giving att tO each Other.. the ambience was sO suckie lO.. he and i was stiL Ok untiL we were On Our way tO gO back tO cOurt.. nik and i felt sO terrible.. but lucki we had each Other~ at cOurt, it was asO quite sian.. Overall, the day isnt gOod..

natiOnal day-

went jun haO's hse fOr bbq tOdae.. we were the earliest batch tO be ther.. hahas.. but during the day, it was sO sian.. Other than nik and i, alL were bOix.. alL playing their Own games and were very nOisy man.. lOlx.. we were like sO bOred lO..



during the bbq, junhaO tOld us abt the cake which his cOusin had baked.. fOr bObby! we celebrated his b'dae tOdae in advance.. hahax.. and i did half Of wad i prOmised.. hahas.. at least One Of it~ aniwae, it was quite fun tOdae..



i've enjOyed myself-

its a rainy day tOdae! it started drizzling in the mOrning liaO.. the celebratiOn in sku extended tilL 10 plus lO.. alL becOs Of the rain.. this yrs indian dance stiLl nOt sO bad.. hahax.. lUcki nO chi. dance.. it'll bE sO sick.. bUt this yr's break dance is nicer cOmpared tO the previOus Ones.. bUt tOo lOng le la.. watch until we sian..



nik and i went tO bObby's hse tO slack.. hahas.. fell aslp.. nik cudnt slp lO.. she was sO sian and i kept having running nOse! seriOusli hate tat man.. kept using tissue.. damn sickening~


aniwae.. things are gOing fine.. hOpe it cOntinues tO be fine..

i went shOpping tOdae! hahas.. wit aL and jO.. it has realli been mOnths since we last went Out tgther.. it was realli great.. we bOught ser a necklace.. and K One came tO j8 tOdae.. Onli one Of them lOoks shuai.. :x hahas.. we saw a baby tOo.. veri FAT.. realli fat.. 3 mOnths Old and is areadi 7 kg! hahas.. bOtak sOmemOre.. i lOve fat bOtaks.. sO funni.. and we asked wad the baby eats! hahas.. the mOther tOld us tat we mustnt criticise ppl's baby.. Or our child wud turn Out like tat.... i shd start tO watch my mOuth le! hahas..



he's feelin sian and stressed.. hOpe tml will be a great day fOr him!..



missing him-

well, well, well.. i met him and sOme frens this mOrning.. suppOsed tO have breakfast at 8.30.. but ended up having it an hr later.. lOls.. waited fOr this and tat.. jus like wad happened last sat.. hahas.. aft breakfast, we went tO watch sOccer! it was sO exciting and cOol lO.. it has been sO lOng since i realli watched a gOod sOccer game lO..



we went tO the jam rOom.. haO ming didnt cOme.. it was nOt as fUnnie as the previOus time.. bUt stilL quite fun as Eugene came and played the drums.. nice~ aft tat, we went tO jun haO hse.. i was suppOsed tO dO my math hw ther.. bUt.. hahas.. ended up playing! sO fun.. eileen, adele wOnka and jOvina went wit us tOo! hahas.. adele wOnka~ her hair style lOoks abit like willy wOnka! lOlx



went cOurt.. jOvina and i played wit 2 little bOys.. almOst lOst shamefulli man.. lUcki adele came tO help.. lOlx.. tat game wasnt tat fun thOugh.. cOurt seems sO quiet tOdae..



spent sOme time wit him.. i think tOdae is quite alrite.. but i think im gOnna miss him tml le.. hahas.. bOth of us has smth On.. hOpe things gO smOothli ba..

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??It isn't love, it's like.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right??It isn't love, it's lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off??It isn't love, it's luck.
Do you want them because you know they're there??It isn't love, it's loneliness.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants??It isn't love, it's loyalty.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand??It isn't love, it's low confidence.
Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them??It isn't love, it's pity.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat??It isn't love, its infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them??It isn't love, it's friendship.
Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of??It isn't love, it's a lie.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake??It isn't love, it's charity.
Does your heart ache and break when they're sad??Then it's love.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong??Then it's love.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply ithurts??Then it's love.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there??Then it's love.
Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are??Then it's love.
Would you give them your heart, your life, your death??Then it's love.
Love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.

erms.. i gOt this frm the net..

Shan BeNnn-

hahas.. i didnt blOg ytd! went dOwnstairs fOr a strOll last nite.. lOls.. saw smth which wasnt meant fOr me tOo see.. lOls.. at the park! hahas.. sOoo... erms.. can imagine? lOls.. sO awkward! my day didnt end well last nite.. i was tOld of certain things.. but im glad tat at least he let me nOe rather than keeping it tO himself.. i wud feel wOrst..



btw, peng leng has the theme sOng of 'gOlden faith'! my favourite shOw! O~ Ding Shan Ben.. the nOblest man ever.. he is always prepared to sacrifice himself fOr the sake Of anyOne.. he's a gOod sOn, a gOod brO, a gOod fren and a gOod bOss.. but.. he failed tO be a gOod lOver.. he cud give up his wealth, pOwer, lOve, pride.. jus everything.. lucky the endin was gOod! he was stil able tO be wit his gal.. the shOw jus tOuched me.. and i've gOt the sOng! the scenes Of the shOw jus keep appearing in my mind nOw.. hahas..




and i went cOurt tOdae.. it was fun! hahas.. anyway.. hOpe tat everything jus gO smOothli..




im happy-

wOo.. Our mOck exams has finalli ended tOdae! hahahas.. very happy.. and.. smth happened in class tOdae.. quite funni.. erms.. but i shall keep it tO myself! hahas..



aft sku went J8 then back tO metal ring.. had a great day tOdae! wad can i say? F.U.N! hahas..

had my math and english mOck exams tOdae.. hahasx.. nO cOmments On them..


went tO study wit nik, elye and frens.. we spOtted the wrOng qns lO.. sO sickening.. we cOnferenced almOst and hr, still nOt confirmed.. i jus read thru abit... tmL mOrning then study acc le..



hOpe bOth papers can pass man.. nO cOnfidence..



hahahas.. met him tOdae.. everything is gOing On fine!

had my science mOck exam tOday.. bOth papers tgther.. cant dO.. esp chemistry! hais.. even the mcq was hard lO.. lucki my humanities was kinda alrite lO.. can pass, but im not sure if i can dO well.. fOr the past few days, i wasnt realli stressed Over this mOck exam.. but when i was in sku, i was sO stressed lO..



had my tuitiOn wit adeline tOdae.. she lOoks sweet.. my previOus tuitiOn teacher lOoks sweet tOo.. hahas.. her explainations were clear.. i cud understand her easily.. hahas.. she's friendli!



i met aft sku tOdae.. everything went smOothli.. but he cudnt dO his test.. he's realli affected by it.. hOpe he'll dO well tmL.. hOpe bOth of us dO well fOr the tests tmL..