starriie me

i seriOusly cant put myself tO slp.. i need tO take a strOll.. i need it nOw.. hOw i wish this mOnth quickly pass and i'll gO fOr a strOll fOr the first night.. my starriie night.. it has been a lOng time ever since i went up ther tO lOok at the stars wit my brO.. last year! he wOnt gO wit me anymOre.. he's nOt even interested~



i dOnt feel gOod.. i need my hOney stars again.. had it ytd, but it had nO effect On me.. it used tO help.. hOwever, even if i realli wanna eat them nOw, ther is nO mOre left.. i need a break.. i need tO scream.. i missed my sec1 and sec3 days.. i miss kai ling, terrence, jarvis, mei hui, jOycelin, mrs yeo and her stares, her scOldings.. i miss my craziest mOments when i dOnt even need tO give a damn tO anyOne.. i miss my havOc times.. i miss thOse mOrning trainings.. i miss thOse days when i gO ard shOpping malls tO see babies.. im still nOt prepared tO face this 'dOg- eat- dOg' wOrld..



yes, sOmehOw junyi and nik are right abt me.. and i guess elye is asO getting tO understand mOre abt me..



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