没有吓不完的雨

这个世上没有吓不完的雨，
雨后彩虹就会出现。

作天，Serena 说我很开朗
我还以为是在损我。。
哈哈
后来她接着告诉我，虽然我失恋了，我还很看得开
开开心心地玩。

其实我还蛮佩服自己的
在我内心里，我有好多的痛，好多的不甘愿，好多的疑问
但我还是走过来了

过了一个星期
我终于上 friendster 看一看
他交了新的女朋友了

是的。。
是的。。
这一协协都是真的。
我不在做梦。。
在他和她交往的前几天，
他还在告诉我他是爱我的。。
叫我相信他。。
但几天后他却不在和我联络。。
不再爱我。。

段占的六个月。。
是我珍惜的时光。。
不管是一起出门看电影还是看他玩游戏机。。
那些世间我都珍惜
希望等到他不再迷恋游戏机的时候，我们又能像从前一样快乐
但我错了。。

他的心已给了别人。。

从前所说的话，所给的承诺，再也不算数。
我好想像他忘了我样得忘了他，但我使总办不到。。
我设法让自己喜欢回Jinwen，
就像从前一样，
像花痴班一样的暗恋着他。。
想把这次的失败当作一场恶梦。。
但我知道，这不是。。
我对Jinwen 的感情，已被他取代, 找不回来了
就像他对我的感情，已被取代，再也找不回来了

我不恨那个女生，
我不恨他。
我只是不明白他为设么要追求我，让我深深地爱上了他之后再不告而别
为设么不早点这么做？
为设么要等到我险下去了才离开我？
为设么要在我考试期间这么对我？
这对我公平吗？

既然不是真心的，不打算和我到永远，为设么要需下诺言？
为设么要让我相信你是认真的？让我相信你，爱上你？
为设么会是我？
为设么要把我一年多快乐，简单的单恋抢走？
现在的我对爱情毫无抱有任何的期望。
你让我学会了许多。。

我不应该那么容易地就相信与爱上男人。
这是我咎由自取的吗？

ShOpping!!!!!!!

went shOpping wit Yuchen and Amanda tOday

i was late la..

was waiting fOr amanda at AMK station when mum called tO ask me gO hm tO pass her my keys cOs dad tOok her's

i waited fOr 30mins tO get a cab la..

called fOr taxi instead

at 2plus... yet engaged

amanda and Yuchen saw Wenjie at Far East la

i missed it

HAHAHA

anyway

hOngyi jOined us ltr

i bOught a purple tOp frOm tOpshOp

sO happy..

have been lOoking fOr this shade fOr sO lOng

and it was e last piece

many Of e tOps ther were Out Of size lO

bOught new mascara and eye shadOw tOo!

lOve it!

sO 满足 lo

Yuchen went hm fOr his reuniOn dinner

and we met Jasmine fOr dinner at Coffee Club

i kept vOmiting tOday

4 times la..

im vOmiting everyday since last week
exp fOr tat very One day

cOnsidering taking my med le..

but..... i dun wanna take sO many pills!

i dun wanna loOk like im sick la..

anyway.. pix time!

Amanda and i at Yoshinoya!

P.O BOX alOng Orchard rd! CUTEEEEEEEEEE rite?!

last paper- VIVO

ended Our LAST PAPER at 11am
finalli freed frOm sku

2 mOnths Of break!

went vivO wit:

yuchen, LeOn, Geryll, Jingzhi, Darren, hOngyi, Kenneath

Sinyee, Amanda and Serena!

everyOne was ther

exp Kailin whO had an interview

we missed her sO much!

went Carls' Jr fOr lunch

and e serving was sO damn big la
serena and i shared this Fish and Chips and OniOn rings (GIGANTIC)

wit Up-sized fries and drink

sO wasted la.. we cudnt finish

despite giving sOme fries tO e guys

we cudnt finish!

bOught sOme chOcOs and sweets fROm Candy Empire..
it's sO ex lO.. bOught Onli abit and it cOst me 10 bucks

met Shiyun
she lOoks kinda diff and i almOst cudnt recOgnise her!
she was shOpping alOne which i cant!
HAHA

i realli miss my GiOrdanians!
im tOld tat sO many NAC giOrdanians have left
she's leaving sOon tOo
kinda sad tO hear tat man..

dinner was at.... erms
this restaurant beside e Kopitiam

it sells Kolo MEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've fallen fOr it la!
it lOoks like Maggie Mee

I Ordered e Curry Kolo Mee while mOst Of them Ordered e Char Siew Kolo Mee
e average price fOr each serving is $5.90
give it a try!

the Char Siew Kolo Mee!

i'll rate it 4/5!

alrite pics time!

at Carls' JRSerena and i

Geryll and i

at Safari..

Oh sO lOving!

we squeeze we squeeze we squeeze squeeze squeeze!

Happy V day!

Happy Valentines' Day EVERYONE!

went tO serangOon mac agn tO study jZ
studying On V day...
wit him sOmemOre........
sO wrOng isnt it?!
he called himself "RAIN"
Oh PLS MAN JZ!
i dun mind spending V day wit Rain..

i gOt tricked by him tOday!
tOok my slipper and hid it under e papers!
made me panick
almOst wanna ask e staff ther if they threw it away lo
gave him mOney tO help me get a new pair

he acted sO well!

anyway tml's Our last paper!
ELS
until till nOw stil have half Of a chp tO gO
but i gOtta slp le
im sO tired!
waking up ltr tO study agn
JIA YOu!

pls bless me!

sesame

went SerangOon Mac tO study wit jZ jus nOw
aft Our ELS lecture
all e tips.........
HAHA

we were all in hOliday mOod la
went hm at 8plus
i slpt ther fOr a while..
sO tired can?!
pimples are appearing

i have 1 tOday
stupid Jz kept disturbing
said tat i have a sesame on my face
nvr clean it Offfffffffffff
wad theeeeeeeee...

anyway.. did my ELS quiz 3 wit e rest via skype
haha
scOred 64..
same as Amanda..

i lOve tat green skirt!
i kept thinking Of it!
gOnna try it On aft exams la
cant wait!

BBALL!

i was sO kUkU tOday
beach and Parkway are fOr WEDnesday
nOt tOday la
i tOld junyi tat we're meeting him at Parkway tOday
lOls

had dinner wit nik at Pizza hut AMK
shOpped and bOught small Onde Onde
hahas
tried e cOnverse tOp..
nOt nice lei
e cOlor dOesnt suit me..
lOoked sO dull..
but im interested in a skirt at The Box
and 3 tOps frm GiOrdanO! MY PRIDE!
One Of which is a POOh tOp!!!!!!!!!!!
PoOh Bear rOX!

wanted tO meet junyi at Metal Ring at 8.30pm de
ended up nvr
he gOtta gO sOng ka (wake) earlier
sO we met Elye and Eilene
saw JunhaO and Eugene ther
HaHa
Played BBall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's been sO SO So lOng ever since i gO Metal Ring tO play bball lO
missed sec sku days esp sec 4
aft sku gO metal Ring play bball
gO "swimming"
gO study
life was sO wOnderful
Play and Study

all e while junyi was On and Off saying nOt cOming le
but lucki b4 we went hm when lights were Off
he called and met us at Prata shOp
Augus came tOo

HAPPY NIGHT la
thOu i nvr study
hahas
tml then study
dun nOe enuff time ma
dun noe can study ma
im areadi in e hOliday mOod le!!!!!!!!!

Mich, JIA YOU!

blOgger seems crazy
my last entry was pOsted last nite
can Onli be seen tOday!!!!

anyway
im at hOme!!!!!! dOing nTh
shd be studying de
wOke up in e mOrning
nO mOtivatiOn
dun noe wher tO start frm
dun nOe which chps are mOre impt

went fOr anOther slp
wOke up..
tried studying agn
but went tO irOn clOthes instead
hAHA
there are sO much shIt tat can be dOne at hm
meeting nik ltr
then tO Parkway tO meet junyi in e evening
maybe gg tO e BEACH!!!!!!!

tml then gO sku study le la...
staying at hm w/O MilO is sO terrible!
mum always fOrget tO buy

JZ's gg funfair!!!!!!!
Terr's last day Of sku tOday!
nO exams at all!
*enviessssssssssssss*

time passes sO slOw!
i wanna get Out Of e hse!

三八猪

finalli gOt my 13hrs slp tOday
went tO lOok fOr my mum b4 gg Over tO gm's place
yea.. finalli tOld her abt e ending of e r/s
she tOld me tat im stil yOung!
慢慢找
yea.. i agree!

went gm hse and had my nap while cOusin Sebastian
played beside me until i wOke up..
HaHa
all his brOs and parents went shOpping
left him at gm hse

jus tOked tO Junyi On phOne
he tOld me smth funni....

he Ordered 三八猪肉饭
cos e pig gOtta be very 三八,
gg ard bitching which is a fOrm Of exercising!
e meat wil be very tender...
lOls HAHA
is it funni?
pls luff
cOs i find it fUnni

Oh ya.. he's gg tO shed thOse kilos le
hahas
climbed up e stairs
12 stOries can!
i can witness it
cOs i heard e panting
lOls
i'll shall see hOw lOng he can tahan..

Thanks everyOne!

BIG THANK YOU

This pOst is dedicated tO all my friends Out ther
thank yOu sO much fOr being there fOr me
U may think u had nOt dOne much..
but tO me, these mean alOt
w/O e cOmpaniOnship, talks, encOuragement and "jOkes"
i wud have felt wOrst

it's not e amt Of wOrds tat matter
it's e support which i can feel frm u.

friends like:
Fel, Nik, Elye, Xiangyun, Junyi
Amanda, Serena, Sinyee, Jingzhi and ALL e Other members Of NOTSOFUNNI
THANK YOU SO MUCH

like Yuchen, im always disturbing him
i find it funni
i can luff it Off
but he had nvr reali scOlded me
HAHA

thanks sinyee fOr e sOng dedicated and e "letter"
im tOuched

Funfair at HOugang Mall

Had PLW paper tOday
2 papers dOwn..

left wit ELS

hahas.. anOther killer sub la

all 3 are........

think im nOt gOnna dO well
especially TEC

gOt this feeling tat i'll fail TEC

i dun wanna repeat TEC la..

i dun like e module

aft paper was gg market fOr Brunch

Jasmine drOve us ther wit her dad's family car *squeezed*

had lunch wit her and

yea! we're invited to gO tO her hse On CNY's 初三

next was shOpping at TOwn

met Meiyi, serena's sis

shy but cute

finalli went INTO GiOr NAC

saw Yee Wen and FOo Wen

he's getting mOre gOod lOoking..

but he's still e MP.. HAHA

Mr...

went tO visit my gm in e evening

tOld her tat Our r/s has ended

and she tOld me it's alrite

i almost teared..

im sO tOuched thOugh it's jus a phrase..

i feel e suppOrt

she alsO tOld me tO see prOperly next time

went tO e Fun Fair wit 大舅，姨丈 and my 3 lil cOusins

Benedict, DiOn and Sebastian

it has been years since i last gO intO a Fun Fair tO play

went tO take e Ferris Wheel
my first time!

Played this Top Gun which freaked Ben and i Out!

i tOld him nOt tO be afraid

it's his 1st time, my secOnd time

aft a few swings, i was screaming like mad

Ben shOuted fOr daddy

i thOt he cried

lOls

we were sO scared tat we'll drOp Out Of e seat.

HAHAHAHA
aft playing i felt nauseous..

Benedict and DiOn

I like this! but didnt play la.. think i'll get giddy

Sebastian and DiOn

they wanted me tO stay Over their hse..
which i nvr will
hahas.
大舅asked me to stay Over at Gm's place tOo
i wish..
but clOthes?
cOntact Lens?

anyway, im sO exhausted.. gOnna slp till Late late tml..