peaceful day

Teachers' Day? Our sku isnt celebrating it! 1st time man.. had the gift presentatiOn and back tO lessOns.. the 1 periOd of assembly was damn lame lO.. uninteresting.. almOst the whOle sku left at 1pm.. Our class was sO stupid tO think tat mdm lOh wud be cOming fOr lessOn.. she didnt!


had a 'fight' wit jy tOday.. aft the assembly, the sec 4 and 5 cOrridOr was like a market.. sO many peOple walking abOut.. ms sim came tO class w/O teaching.. lOls.. we had Our 'fight' in class and alOng the cOrridOrs.. i guessed the last time we did tat was during lOwer sec times le.. i went crazy, nth else came tO my mind.. elye and nik even tried tO stOp me! lOlx.. i jus kept chasing up and dOwn.. but i felt very relaxed aft running.. nik gOt excited tOo! lOlx..



finally went tO the swing tOdae.. i cudnt even play fOr lOng.. having giddy spells again and almOst fall Off frOm it.. lucky it didnt happen Or i'll be damn embarrassed.. nik and wx came Over tO bring bunny dOwn tO the garden.. bunny adapts tO new envirOnments quite fast.. very nOtti.. and this is the 1st time i see the childcare children cOming Out.. they were all attracted tO bunny! they're realli lOvable..

late!!!!!!!!!

im late fOr sku tOday.. together wit nik.. nOt becOs we wOke up late Or caught in a traffic jam.. jus becOs we walked slOw tOday! lOlx.. lucky i didnt gO and buy sweet, Or we'll get even later! jus late by a minute.. sickening man.. the gate clOsed right in frOnt Of us.. wth can? 10 yrs Of educatiOn.. 1st time late fOr sku..



stayed back aft sku tOday fOr math test againnnn! i fOrgot abt tOday's tuitiOn! stil went tO have a slack wit the gals at the playgrd.. lOlx.. lucky nik reminded me..



there are stars tOnite.. sOme tiny Ones.. currently, thOse are enuff.. but when will ther be a night when the whOle sky is filled wit bright twinkling stars? i'll be waiting fOr tat day tO cOme..

today is a bad day for love

lOve? tOday isnt a gOod day fOr tat.. im busy On msn.. nik and wx are having prObs.. gOtta tOk tO bOth.. alex and gf are facing prOb tOo.. terr is stil very upset Over the breaking up wit sq.. he chOse tO give up.. but he had decieved himself.. is ther any turning back fOr him? is sQ willing give him anOther chance? he had all along been demanding and all.. but he lOves her alOt.. she is his 1st prior.. i've always regard him as my kOr.. i dOnt wan him tO be like tat.. he used tO be sO cheerful.. in frOnt of his frens, he is always putting up a smile.. a smile which isnt real.. keep yOurself away frOm hOme? drink? smOke? u think u can fOrget everything? arent u making life wOrst?



im pissed tOday.. pissed by jy.. by wad he said.. be cOnsiderate.. think Of hOw i wOuld feel befOre saying thOse stuffs pls.. im suppOsed tO be angry wit him.. but when he called me, i fOrgot abt it again.. hOw am i suppOsed tO shOw him tat i seriOusly dOnt like thOse cOmments? he nOes it.. but he's stil dOing tat.. i dOnt understand wad kinda jOy he wOuld enjOy by saying tat..



tOday is just a bad day-

dOne my cme project

dOne my cme prOject the mOment i reached hOme frOm tutiOn! im satisfied wit myself.. i've dOne my part fOr the prOject, the rest is up tO jy already..



im nOt feeling gOod again.. i had a dream.. why appear in my dream and make me feel sO real? since it's jus a dream, let it appear as fake as pOssible then.. dOnt spOil my day.. im really affected..



i really gOtta pull up my sOcks.. i nOe im nOt trying hard enuff.. jus 2 mOre mOnths i'll be free frOm sku and stuffs.. i must push myself!

Baby, I know you're hurting
Right now you feel like you could never
Love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would
Be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt like you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey he' s nothing like me
I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cryI'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie
As time goes by
You will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes baby, baby
And I (I) know you're afraid (know you're afraid)
To let your feelings show (feelings show)
And I understand
Girl, it's time to let go (girl, it's time to let go because)
I deserve a try (try) honey
Just once (once)
Give me a chance (chance) and I'll prove this all wrong (wrong you walked)
You walked in, you were so quick to judge (quick to judge)
But honey he's nothing like me
Darling why can't you see
No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry)
I swear (Oh I, oh I, I swear)
No way, no how (I'll never break your heart girl, I'll never make you cry)

nik, nic, elye, jy and gilbert

fOr the first, nO One rush the teacher tO dismiss On time.. lOls.. wOngO accidentally dragged the lessOn fOr 1/2hr! nOne Of us was aware Of it.. lOls.. the clOck wasnt wOrking man.. lOls.. lucky philip checked the time, Or wOngO wiLl cOntinue anOther set Of essay! wOngO, u nvr fail tO make Our lessOns interesting!




went tpy wit nik, nic, jy, elye and gilbert.. lOls.. finally have the chance tO see hOw he lOoks like.. he lOoks sO mature, like a NS man.. lOls.. suppOsed tO pei elye tO expO tO see bOoks.. ended up gOing tO bugis! lOls.. lucky jy didnt gO, Or he and nic wOuld be argueing nOn-stOp Or end up quarrelling?




i tried tO take a nap when i reached hm, but my mind was jus filled wit him.. i cOuldnt slp prOperly.. brainwash me pls..

suckie me..

26.08.05
this day kinda sUcks.. ended sku late tOdae and went tO wx hse tO slack.. slack again?! i cant play the swing again.. i need the swing.. hOney stars are nOt wOrking On me anymOre.. i cant smile.. i cant.. what has gOt intO me? these few days, i jus feel like sleeping.. hOw lOng can i sleep tOnight? i gOtta wake up earli fOr tutOrial tml..


last night, i had a dream.. i thOt it was real.. it seemed sO real.. but when i wOke up and checked, it was jus a dream.. anOther dream.. since it's nOt real, please dOnt even appear in my dreams.. it'll jus spOil my day..

meaningless day!

its's a meaningless day tOday! sO busy and i did nOt have any fun.. nik and i were under wx's blk waiting fOr him and i see peOple playing the swing.. i was tempted lO.. but didnt play.. tOday is jus a BORING DAY lO.. had tutOrial aft sku tOday.. tutOrial again.. tml still gOtta stay fOr math test! every lessOn we've gOing tO sit fOr math tests? dOnt stress us can!?



dad asks me tO gO On a trip tO m'sia wit my cOusin her children fOr a day.. i wanna gO, bUt i cant! i'm having tuitiOn On tat day!



sickening sku.. sicking life.. sickening O'levels.. sickOs

disappOinted wit junyi-

disappOinting friend-



im damn tired this mOrning.. even during the natiOnal anthem, i felt like slping~ planned tO gO hm straight aft tutOrial tO take a nap, but ended up slacking wit nik? mdm lOh gave us the JAE fOrm tOdae.. i used my mOck exam scOres tO calculate my L1R4.. 21.. there are cOurses that i want tO take, but i cant! it sOmehOw affected my day man..



met junyi and kai while returning hm.. and ended up having my dinner wit them.. and this is the 1st time junyi smOked in frOnt Of me.. i knOw he's smOking le.. but tO see my fren smOking in frOnt Of me makes me feel very unpleasant.. he knOws that i dOnt like ppl tO smOke, yet he's still dOing that.. kai tOo.. im utterly disappOinted.. luckily On my way hm, i saw the beautiful sky.. it was realli nice and it made me feel better..




i shd gO tO study NOW!

buzziie day-

it's anOther tuesday.. jus gOt hm nOt lOng agO! hOw busy i am tOdae~ aft sku gOt tutOrial.. reached hm nOt lOng gOtta gO fOr tutiOn.. im exhausted.. i dOnt wan this kind Of life.. studying the whOle day is tiring.. i have nOt gOne tO the swing fOr 2 days.. perhaps i'll Onli gO ther aft this mOnth? hOpe sO..



sku is gOing to end late tml.. tutOrial againnnnn~ thurs and fri tOo.. since last week, we have tO stay On fri tO dO math tests.. the sku is crazy.. absOlutely crazy.. suddenly give us such tight schedules.. i rather have night classes in sku lO..



O'levels, please cOme quickly and end as sOon as pOssible!