30.1o.05
i had a bad day ytd 3o.10.05. suppOsed tO meet up wit jy and study aft tuitiOn, but i had nO mOod fOr it. i tried eating hOney stars which made nO difference tOo. we were sO bO liaO, slacking at vOid decks and walking ard. but Stella made us luff. sOrry, i shdnt put it this way, but it realli made us luff. she walked past and we exchanged a few wOrds. as she was leaving, i wished her 'all the best' and she fell...... jy started luffing very lOuding and i cudnt cOntrOl myself tOo. sOrry.
im felt sO terrible and dOwn last night, i tried tO hOld back my tears but i failed. everything seems sO unreal. i wanna have my Own wOrld and live in my wOnderland fOr gOod. can time be reversed? i rather gO back tO my sec 1 days.
Monday, October 31, 2005
Monday, October 24, 2005
AHhhhhh
ytd i had a very free sunday staying at hOme, nO tuitiOn. i was all ready tO get Out Of the hse when adrian smsed and said tat tuitiOn is cancelled! Oh man! suppOsed tO be gOing Out tO study wit jy and nik. in the end cancelled.
went tO sku fOr Our math tutOrial which last 4 and a half hrs!! evening stil have math tuitiOn! but in between, nik, nic and i went tO the paviliOn and slack again. yea, and tOday i was suan until like hell. esp by NIC. lucki nik was busy dOing her math Or she'll cOncentrate mOre On me.
tOday i had a very sufficient nap as sOon as i reached hOme. suppOsed tO be a shOrt One and i ended up slping fOr 3hrs! almOst fOrgOt abt the tuitiOn man. lucki i wOke up in time tO prepare my stuffs. it has been lOng since have a sufficient slp. even weekends i waking earli as cOmpared tO the past. but i didnt wake up tO study! i realli wOnder i wake up s earli fOr wad..
went tO sku fOr Our math tutOrial which last 4 and a half hrs!! evening stil have math tuitiOn! but in between, nik, nic and i went tO the paviliOn and slack again. yea, and tOday i was suan until like hell. esp by NIC. lucki nik was busy dOing her math Or she'll cOncentrate mOre On me.
tOday i had a very sufficient nap as sOon as i reached hOme. suppOsed tO be a shOrt One and i ended up slping fOr 3hrs! almOst fOrgOt abt the tuitiOn man. lucki i wOke up in time tO prepare my stuffs. it has been lOng since have a sufficient slp. even weekends i waking earli as cOmpared tO the past. but i didnt wake up tO study! i realli wOnder i wake up s earli fOr wad..
Friday, October 21, 2005
Thursday, October 20, 2005
sc pract day
heys man. my practical dun nOe can pass Or nOt. i feel tat cOmpared tO the prelims, this O'level practical i can dO. but, One Of my ans fOr chem wrOng. 1 mark. hahas. hOpe tat is the Onli 1 mark lOst. pOssible? hahas. jus dreaming la.
yea. tmr nOt gOing sku!!!! yea man!!!! gOing adrain's wOrkshOp instead. jus 3 hrs. hahas. aft tat nik and nic will cOme tO my hse tO see bunny and study. nic will be buying hOugang's chicken rice fOr us!
but, actualli, sad tO say, tOdae is a very bad day, im filled wit guilt. bunny has skin disease fOr 2 tO 3 mOnths le. it is cOmmon fOr rabbits tO get it yet i didnt even realise it until nic and nik came tO my hse tOdae and find tat bunny lOoks weird. ade has been saying tat my bunny's fur is lOsing fur. i thOt it is nOrmal. yea, it is. but tOo much?
wad kinda Owner am i? dUn even dare tO carry my Own bunny? scared Of my Own bunny? the bunny has been living wit me fOr 3 mOnths and yet i've nOt OvercOme my fear. all these while, nik, nic and i has been thinking tat the bunny is very fat. this isnt true. it has been slimming dOwn. sO skinny nOw. it jus lOoks puffy. b
went tO the vet, she said tat since im scared Of my Own pet, might as well get sOmeOne else tO lOok aft it. i agree wit her. but i feel so cOnfused. if i were tO dO tat, i'll feel bad. i like rabbits, tats y my frens bOught it fOr me as bdae gift. yet i cant take gOod care Of it. and my parents are cOmplaining abt the bunny. the vet says tat bunny is underweight! can imagine? all the while we thOt it is sO fat. but today, we can see tat it is realli very skinny. it has tO take 4 jabs tO recOver fully. but it is tOo skinny, the drug will be tOo strOng which may cause death. bunny was given a trial One instead. applied sOme medicatiOn On the ears and gOtta Observe if there is any side effects.
bOught high energy fOod recOmmended by the vet fOr it tO grOw fat quickly. hOpe bunny will be fine. pray hard. if it dies, i'll disappOint my frens and feel with guilt. mb im nOt suitable tO be bunny's Owner permanently? but i'll disppOint my frens.
this entry is lOng. but i jus wanna say wads in my mind nOw.
yea. tmr nOt gOing sku!!!! yea man!!!! gOing adrain's wOrkshOp instead. jus 3 hrs. hahas. aft tat nik and nic will cOme tO my hse tO see bunny and study. nic will be buying hOugang's chicken rice fOr us!
but, actualli, sad tO say, tOdae is a very bad day, im filled wit guilt. bunny has skin disease fOr 2 tO 3 mOnths le. it is cOmmon fOr rabbits tO get it yet i didnt even realise it until nic and nik came tO my hse tOdae and find tat bunny lOoks weird. ade has been saying tat my bunny's fur is lOsing fur. i thOt it is nOrmal. yea, it is. but tOo much?
wad kinda Owner am i? dUn even dare tO carry my Own bunny? scared Of my Own bunny? the bunny has been living wit me fOr 3 mOnths and yet i've nOt OvercOme my fear. all these while, nik, nic and i has been thinking tat the bunny is very fat. this isnt true. it has been slimming dOwn. sO skinny nOw. it jus lOoks puffy. b
went tO the vet, she said tat since im scared Of my Own pet, might as well get sOmeOne else tO lOok aft it. i agree wit her. but i feel so cOnfused. if i were tO dO tat, i'll feel bad. i like rabbits, tats y my frens bOught it fOr me as bdae gift. yet i cant take gOod care Of it. and my parents are cOmplaining abt the bunny. the vet says tat bunny is underweight! can imagine? all the while we thOt it is sO fat. but today, we can see tat it is realli very skinny. it has tO take 4 jabs tO recOver fully. but it is tOo skinny, the drug will be tOo strOng which may cause death. bunny was given a trial One instead. applied sOme medicatiOn On the ears and gOtta Observe if there is any side effects.
bOught high energy fOod recOmmended by the vet fOr it tO grOw fat quickly. hOpe bunny will be fine. pray hard. if it dies, i'll disappOint my frens and feel with guilt. mb im nOt suitable tO be bunny's Owner permanently? but i'll disppOint my frens.
this entry is lOng. but i jus wanna say wads in my mind nOw.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
baby JR
i have smth pleasant tO share! the pic Of a cute baby! i tOok his pic at ICA building On mOn. many babies were ther. cute Ones! nik, nic and i accOmpanied my brO tO make his i/c. tat baby kept smiling very happily man. *nO teeth* hahax. very cute. but the baby's father lOoks like a guy in Our sku. *the Older versiOn* lOls.
babies jus rOck my wOrld! sOme times i wOnder when i'll have my 1st baby. *definitely nOt nOw* hahas. sOme peOple may jus think that im simply crazy Over babies. my brO especially. but i dun think sO. wads wrOng wit liking babies? hOw many peOple Out ther wants tO have their Own child?!
btw, tmr im having my O'level Sc. Practical. sianx. i failed badly during Prelims man. jus had my math tuitiOn at hOme and i was sO sleepy. i gOtta attend tO anOther one at Peace Centre later. im really tired. but as the O'levels get nearer, i dun feel like studying!
Friday, October 14, 2005
yeaHhhh-
STUPID ME MAN~
i've finished my entry le. but i didnt publish! and it's gOne! gOtta dO it alL Over again! but i dun think i wanna re- type wad i've said jus nOw. Or sOme ppl will think sOmething has happened tO me and thOt tat im refering and reprimanding sOmeOne.
btw, jus wanna share my happiness and excitement tO whO ever reads this entry.
this cOming tue, 18.10.05! im gOing swimming! nik's gOing tO teach me. i've learnt dun noe hOw many times le. went fOr 2 diff. swimming cOurses and haven learnt it frOm my frens and my cOusin ceci since pri. sku days. hahax. but i still cant swim. but this dOesnt stOp me frOm lOving the water. i get excited when i gO tO the beach Or tO any pOOl. recentli when i cOme tO think Of gOing swimming sOon, i get very happy and excited. hahas.
i've asked peiyi and liling tO jOin us le! hahas. hOpe their respOnse wOnt disappOint me. hahas.
im happy. i realli am.
i've finished my entry le. but i didnt publish! and it's gOne! gOtta dO it alL Over again! but i dun think i wanna re- type wad i've said jus nOw. Or sOme ppl will think sOmething has happened tO me and thOt tat im refering and reprimanding sOmeOne.
btw, jus wanna share my happiness and excitement tO whO ever reads this entry.
this cOming tue, 18.10.05! im gOing swimming! nik's gOing tO teach me. i've learnt dun noe hOw many times le. went fOr 2 diff. swimming cOurses and haven learnt it frOm my frens and my cOusin ceci since pri. sku days. hahax. but i still cant swim. but this dOesnt stOp me frOm lOving the water. i get excited when i gO tO the beach Or tO any pOOl. recentli when i cOme tO think Of gOing swimming sOon, i get very happy and excited. hahas.
i've asked peiyi and liling tO jOin us le! hahas. hOpe their respOnse wOnt disappOint me. hahas.
im happy. i realli am.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
AHhhhhh
aHHhhhh... wth man~ having tuitiOn at Peace Centre at 7.30 later! i wanted tO pOstOne tO sat evening again. but nik say jus get dOne wit it and i think i agree. hahas. anyway she asO dOesnt nOe whether tO pOstpOne Or nOt, sO yea, we're gOing tOday. SIANzzzz. meeting her at 6.30. gOing Out sOon! gOtta change le!
ya, the stupid sku pOrtal. wanna dOwnlOad phy nOtes bUt i cant even lOg in man. wth.
sickENing day. wednesdays are sickENing.
ya, the stupid sku pOrtal. wanna dOwnlOad phy nOtes bUt i cant even lOg in man. wth.
sickENing day. wednesdays are sickENing.
Monday, October 10, 2005
10.10.05
My brO's Birthday!
hey, nO tuitiOn tOday! pOstpOned tO sat le. this aftn went hOugang tO get my hp wit nik and nic. went tO packet pOrridge and tibits tO nic's hse tO watch 'the maid'. lOlx. we've nOt watched it b4! but it's nOt nice at all man. nOt scary and it was sO cOnfusing.
suppOsed tO have GG test tOday. Our class is sO united tOday. tOld ms chee that we're all nOt prepared fOr the test. hahas. yeah, and she believed. almOst all the GG lessOns are always BORING! i always lOok ard. mOst Of them always have tat very sleepy and sian lOok On their face. hahas. and i lOve tO ask them this' very sian hOr?' lOlx. the ans i recieve are always the same. 'Ya'. hahas. am i lame? y am i blOgging this? hahas. my ans is, I feel like it! i have nth much tO blOg abt!
O ya. recently, there are 2 mOlesters in class. they ar mOlester Lim and mOlester Tan. bOth perverts. kept tOuching me 'seductively'. hahas. i'll have my revenge. i will. but nOt by tOuching Of cOs, i feel disgusted. lOls
i wanna stOp here. i really have nth tO blOg. hOpe tml will be a very gOod day!
hey, nO tuitiOn tOday! pOstpOned tO sat le. this aftn went hOugang tO get my hp wit nik and nic. went tO packet pOrridge and tibits tO nic's hse tO watch 'the maid'. lOlx. we've nOt watched it b4! but it's nOt nice at all man. nOt scary and it was sO cOnfusing.
suppOsed tO have GG test tOday. Our class is sO united tOday. tOld ms chee that we're all nOt prepared fOr the test. hahas. yeah, and she believed. almOst all the GG lessOns are always BORING! i always lOok ard. mOst Of them always have tat very sleepy and sian lOok On their face. hahas. and i lOve tO ask them this' very sian hOr?' lOlx. the ans i recieve are always the same. 'Ya'. hahas. am i lame? y am i blOgging this? hahas. my ans is, I feel like it! i have nth much tO blOg abt!
O ya. recently, there are 2 mOlesters in class. they ar mOlester Lim and mOlester Tan. bOth perverts. kept tOuching me 'seductively'. hahas. i'll have my revenge. i will. but nOt by tOuching Of cOs, i feel disgusted. lOls
i wanna stOp here. i really have nth tO blOg. hOpe tml will be a very gOod day!
Sunday, October 09, 2005
regentville!
8 Oct 2005
im blOgging fOr ytd! suppOsed tO gO natiOnal lib. tO study wit nik, elye and nic de. hahax. ended up watching IntO the Blue wit jy. Onli afew ppl in the threatre.. lUcki we didnt watch any hOrrOr mOvie.. the shOw was nice.. handsOme and pretty leads. hahax.
went Over tO the lib. tO jOin the Others tO study. when i reach ther, all Of them dun feel like studying le. hahas. alL Of us went windOw shOpping. ya. and the stupid and sickening vOmit feeling came back tO me. twice in 3 days le. went tO the tOilet afew times. hahas. it even made me visit the tOilet in Peace Centre which i had nvr wanted tO dO sO. *eerie* i went alOne. hahas. brave? lOls.
i jus did sOmeee study fOr tml's GG test! the tOpic On DevelOpment is sO hard tO understand! sO much tO study! worst, later still gOtta gO tuitiOn. tmL stil gOt sku!!!! aft sku stil gOt tuitiOn! wth! hOpe tml will be a gOod day. :>
when will the O's end man.
7/11 seems sO near. 22/11 seems sO far.
im blOgging fOr ytd! suppOsed tO gO natiOnal lib. tO study wit nik, elye and nic de. hahax. ended up watching IntO the Blue wit jy. Onli afew ppl in the threatre.. lUcki we didnt watch any hOrrOr mOvie.. the shOw was nice.. handsOme and pretty leads. hahax.
went Over tO the lib. tO jOin the Others tO study. when i reach ther, all Of them dun feel like studying le. hahas. alL Of us went windOw shOpping. ya. and the stupid and sickening vOmit feeling came back tO me. twice in 3 days le. went tO the tOilet afew times. hahas. it even made me visit the tOilet in Peace Centre which i had nvr wanted tO dO sO. *eerie* i went alOne. hahas. brave? lOls.
i jus did sOmeee study fOr tml's GG test! the tOpic On DevelOpment is sO hard tO understand! sO much tO study! worst, later still gOtta gO tuitiOn. tmL stil gOt sku!!!! aft sku stil gOt tuitiOn! wth! hOpe tml will be a gOod day. :>
when will the O's end man.
7/11 seems sO near. 22/11 seems sO far.
Saturday, October 08, 2005
i wished him Happy Birthday
*nNn*
this mOrning, nik and i did smth reali stupid and childish. lOlx. On the way tO sku, we tOk tO each Other as if we had lOst Our vOice. she started it. but. hahas i suggested fOoling NIC tat we had lOst Our vOices cOs of the crackers. hahas. in the end, i suggested tO fOol the Others tOo. i manage tO fOol ain and prabat. hahas. i think elye didnt believe me. hahas. in the end, i cudnt cOntrOl myself and cOnfessed. i dun wanna play liaO. hahax.
rmb ytd mdm lOh tOked tO me regarding the 3 mOnths jc thing. she asked me nOt tO 'hehe haha' anymOre. lOlx. but i thOt tO myself.. wudnt tat be a different Michelle? im sOrry tO say tat i dun think i wanna change as lOng as i dun Over- play.
tOday, nik splashed water On me again. lOls. i stOod beside the dOor fOr in case. but as i was tOking, she suddenli came tO me splashing water. lOlx. i screamed and ran back tO class. mr tan (nOt the DM) was in the classrOom beside the tOilet and he scOlded nik and faey. lOls. Mr tan, im the culprit. hahax. sOrry guys.
im realli VERY HAPPY tOday!
that mOment was unexpected and memOrable. tO be able tO carry a tOrch fOr u is enOugh.
this mOrning, nik and i did smth reali stupid and childish. lOlx. On the way tO sku, we tOk tO each Other as if we had lOst Our vOice. she started it. but. hahas i suggested fOoling NIC tat we had lOst Our vOices cOs of the crackers. hahas. in the end, i suggested tO fOol the Others tOo. i manage tO fOol ain and prabat. hahas. i think elye didnt believe me. hahas. in the end, i cudnt cOntrOl myself and cOnfessed. i dun wanna play liaO. hahax.
rmb ytd mdm lOh tOked tO me regarding the 3 mOnths jc thing. she asked me nOt tO 'hehe haha' anymOre. lOlx. but i thOt tO myself.. wudnt tat be a different Michelle? im sOrry tO say tat i dun think i wanna change as lOng as i dun Over- play.
tOday, nik splashed water On me again. lOls. i stOod beside the dOor fOr in case. but as i was tOking, she suddenli came tO me splashing water. lOlx. i screamed and ran back tO class. mr tan (nOt the DM) was in the classrOom beside the tOilet and he scOlded nik and faey. lOls. Mr tan, im the culprit. hahax. sOrry guys.
im realli VERY HAPPY tOday!
that mOment was unexpected and memOrable. tO be able tO carry a tOrch fOr u is enOugh.