hi everyOne who's reading this entry,
im gOing reveal whO's nNn, the guy whOm im always blOgging abt, the One whOm i've been carrying a tOuch fOr fOr a yr..
He's nOne Other than Tan Jin Wen, a seniOr in SecOndary sku. i was attracted by his smiles and playfulness. we Onli nOe each Other by name. well.. didnt realli tOk tO each Other b4, except Once when he asked me which cOurse im taking. tat realli made my day! erm, i wud say made e fOllOwing days bright fOr me. hahas. im crazy Over him but all these while, i knew we are impOssible. we're like sO imcOmpatible.. sO diff.. mOreover, im a nOisy persOn but when he's ard, i'll feel damn pai seh and becOme quiet instead. hahas. i jus cant be myself. anyway, i've nvr cOnfessed my feelings tO him. hOwever, i think he knOws tat i have a sOft spOt fOr him. cOs my buddy is his sO- called brOther..
i tired tO fOrget him On many OccasiOns.. like last yr, i went wit a guy w/O status fOr a mOnth, thinking i've gOt Over him. but aft tat One mOnth, i realised i cant. i dun nOe y im blOgging this. seem sO unreal.. anyway, i'll be trying Once again tO fOrget him. i hOpe this time i can..
Friday, June 30, 2006
kai lin gOt tO see him riding his bike On 2 cOnsecutive days! ENVY
SHOPPing!
hmm.. went tO cityhall tOday. suppOsed tO gO citilink tO hand in my staff card. i fOrgOt! i didnt walk past at all. went MSQ and STC. shOpping again!! bOught myself a new skirt, rubber bands and cOsmetics. hahas. great day.. nO mOvie.... e timing was tOo late le.. Had my fav Ben and Jerry's! hahas. didnt get my change and happily walked Off wit my ice- cream. hahas. the gal had tO chase aft me.. hahas. sO pai seh..
e sOccer mp3 tat was eyeing fOr can kiss gOodbye le.. until nOw i've nOt seen it. saw a new One On mag ytd. but when i went MSQ tO see, dun have. but i saw One new mOdel.. very cute.. shd i buy???? hmm... sO tempting.. "stOp spending $ Michelle!!!!!!!!!!! U r nO lOnger wOrking!" shd remind myself. hahas.
didnt see him tOday.. kailin's sO xin fu.. gOt tO see him On 2 cOnsecutive days............. sO envy >.<
hmm.. went tO cityhall tOday. suppOsed tO gO citilink tO hand in my staff card. i fOrgOt! i didnt walk past at all. went MSQ and STC. shOpping again!! bOught myself a new skirt, rubber bands and cOsmetics. hahas. great day.. nO mOvie.... e timing was tOo late le.. Had my fav Ben and Jerry's! hahas. didnt get my change and happily walked Off wit my ice- cream. hahas. the gal had tO chase aft me.. hahas. sO pai seh..
e sOccer mp3 tat was eyeing fOr can kiss gOodbye le.. until nOw i've nOt seen it. saw a new One On mag ytd. but when i went MSQ tO see, dun have. but i saw One new mOdel.. very cute.. shd i buy???? hmm... sO tempting.. "stOp spending $ Michelle!!!!!!!!!!! U r nO lOnger wOrking!" shd remind myself. hahas.
didnt see him tOday.. kailin's sO xin fu.. gOt tO see him On 2 cOnsecutive days............. sO envy >.<
Thursday, June 29, 2006
exit interview
2 mOre weeks frOm Orienteering attachment! im lOoking fOrward tO it man. HIKING! hahas. i've nvr dOne tat.
went tO HQ fOr my exit interview wit Brian tOday. went tm fOr dinner and we tOked alOt. hahas. he thinks im tall.. i lOok like 164cm! hahas.. he didnt believe im Onli at 158cm. hahas. anyway, enjOyed e chat.
tOok 27 hm and i thOt it'll stOp at e SK interchange. i was wrOng! alighted smwher and walked tO rivervale plaza. quite far but i enjOyed e walk. it was v brezzy and e rOad was quite quiet until i reached Rivervale plaza. hahas.
im sO slpy........ Outing tml! great! Outing On sat and sun tOo!!!
went tO HQ fOr my exit interview wit Brian tOday. went tm fOr dinner and we tOked alOt. hahas. he thinks im tall.. i lOok like 164cm! hahas.. he didnt believe im Onli at 158cm. hahas. anyway, enjOyed e chat.
tOok 27 hm and i thOt it'll stOp at e SK interchange. i was wrOng! alighted smwher and walked tO rivervale plaza. quite far but i enjOyed e walk. it was v brezzy and e rOad was quite quiet until i reached Rivervale plaza. hahas.
im sO slpy........ Outing tml! great! Outing On sat and sun tOo!!!
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
ZHOng ji mi ma
jus dOne part Of my MES prOj. hahas. One clap fOr myself. On my way hm, i saw sOme pipes at e Other blk and i went tO take pix. i've finalli fOund a pump rOom at e blk beside mine. hahas. can use my Own One instead Of jz. hahas. yay~
during PAC lecture tOday, i slpt. Kenneath sim was teaching depreciatiOn. sO bOring as i've learnt it. he spent an hr explaining and e lecture ended jus like tat. Serena was asking me y am i sO mOody these 2 days. i was like.. isit? actualli, i think i've jus tired man.. jus dun have e self- discipline tO slp earlier.
hmm. hOpe i can fall fOr sOmeOne wOrth lOving, tats all. but i cant seem tO dO tat. nO matter it's nNn Or him, bOth Of them seem sO wrOng fOr me tO fall fOr. i wan a peaceful dan lian.
tml gOtta wake up XTra earlier liaO. S and W at 8am.
during PAC lecture tOday, i slpt. Kenneath sim was teaching depreciatiOn. sO bOring as i've learnt it. he spent an hr explaining and e lecture ended jus like tat. Serena was asking me y am i sO mOody these 2 days. i was like.. isit? actualli, i think i've jus tired man.. jus dun have e self- discipline tO slp earlier.
hmm. hOpe i can fall fOr sOmeOne wOrth lOving, tats all. but i cant seem tO dO tat. nO matter it's nNn Or him, bOth Of them seem sO wrOng fOr me tO fall fOr. i wan a peaceful dan lian.
tml gOtta wake up XTra earlier liaO. S and W at 8am.
Monday, June 26, 2006
FN 7384 B
GREAT / bad day?
tOday is e first time i gOtta tO see my new crush while he was walking alOne. hahas. frm afar, i saw his backview. i knew it must be him and i was right!!! hahas. wad a happy thing~
aft sku, i went tO e bOwen shelter tO take pic and did sOme interview. dOing halfway, One Of e wOrkers asked me wher im frm and y m i gg ther sO freq tO take pix. explained tat im a student and im dOing prOj. he understoOd tat i was dOing a prOj On cOnstructiOn and he left tO cOntinue his wOrk. i cOntinued interview e Other 2 wOrkers. they allOwed me in and i asked abt e prObs they'll face while wOrking On e shelter. think they thOt im asking e bOss prOb. i was tOld tat e bOss said tat i cant always take pix ther and i left. i regret leaving man.. shd have shOw them my student pass and my BTC nOtebk as evidence and ask tO speak tO e bOss!!!!!
nOw, im wOrried tat i wOnt be allOwed tO wOrk On e prOj. i dun have much time left man.
tOday is e first time i gOtta tO see my new crush while he was walking alOne. hahas. frm afar, i saw his backview. i knew it must be him and i was right!!! hahas. wad a happy thing~
aft sku, i went tO e bOwen shelter tO take pic and did sOme interview. dOing halfway, One Of e wOrkers asked me wher im frm and y m i gg ther sO freq tO take pix. explained tat im a student and im dOing prOj. he understoOd tat i was dOing a prOj On cOnstructiOn and he left tO cOntinue his wOrk. i cOntinued interview e Other 2 wOrkers. they allOwed me in and i asked abt e prObs they'll face while wOrking On e shelter. think they thOt im asking e bOss prOb. i was tOld tat e bOss said tat i cant always take pix ther and i left. i regret leaving man.. shd have shOw them my student pass and my BTC nOtebk as evidence and ask tO speak tO e bOss!!!!!
nOw, im wOrried tat i wOnt be allOwed tO wOrk On e prOj. i dun have much time left man.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
er zuO ju zhi wen
im having lOts Of pimples! esp my fOrehead!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had been slp very late fOr e past few days like 4 plus.... nOt enuff slp + HEaty..... fOr tat few days, had been catching er zuO ju zhi wen... DAMN NICE. i lOve it. lOoking fOrward tO next yr! PART2! :))))))))
last day at GiOr
tOday is my last day at GiOr.. hMm.. lucki e mOment we Open shOp, ther was crOwd le. wasnt bOred at alL. my shift was suppOsed tO be mOrning tO 8, last min ic asked me tO extend tO full shift. when i was having my 1st break, i returned jz's call. gOt tO nOe tat there's MES tutOrial tml. sO mOst prObably we'll have tO present Our prOj tml.. i was sO shOcked, nO appetite le. asked fOr a mOrning shift instead. but gOt a MOrning tO 7.
Fel came Over tO lOok fOr me and accOmpanied me back hm. went tO meet jz aft i gOt hm tO get my stuffs. i had nOt even started my MES prOj. tOok sOme pix Onli. did abit la. nO mOod tO dO leis. anyway, nOt gg tO finish it tOnite. dO half ba..
hmm.. paid fOr my uni. wit ONLI 20% Off. less than e nOrmal staff disc. lO. sians. $104..............
anyway, im free le.. but i'll miss wOrking, miss serving ppl, miss cust's smile...
O ya.. saw Max ytd. he's back frm France! nvr seen him fOr mOnths. but nOw bOtak lO.. NS.. thOt he'll defer.. thOt he's still at giOr. yee wen came tO CL ytd. saw her tOo. tOday saw my laO pO shi yun and her mum. hahas. alL frm giOr NAC.
went tO serangoOn mac tO meet jz de. didnt see ah meng... kinda disappOinted man.. hahas. jus tO clarify, he dOesnt Occupy a space in my heart. hahas
Fel came Over tO lOok fOr me and accOmpanied me back hm. went tO meet jz aft i gOt hm tO get my stuffs. i had nOt even started my MES prOj. tOok sOme pix Onli. did abit la. nO mOod tO dO leis. anyway, nOt gg tO finish it tOnite. dO half ba..
hmm.. paid fOr my uni. wit ONLI 20% Off. less than e nOrmal staff disc. lO. sians. $104..............
anyway, im free le.. but i'll miss wOrking, miss serving ppl, miss cust's smile...
O ya.. saw Max ytd. he's back frm France! nvr seen him fOr mOnths. but nOw bOtak lO.. NS.. thOt he'll defer.. thOt he's still at giOr. yee wen came tO CL ytd. saw her tOo. tOday saw my laO pO shi yun and her mum. hahas. alL frm giOr NAC.
went tO serangoOn mac tO meet jz de. didnt see ah meng... kinda disappOinted man.. hahas. jus tO clarify, he dOesnt Occupy a space in my heart. hahas
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Thursday, June 22, 2006
erms. bad day
.BAD DAY.
fel accOmpanied me tO sku tO meet saleha. On e way tO sku, we tOok pics On 74. nOn- air-cOndidtiOned. in e last pic, we saw smth ghOstli.. we are very definite it wasnt a reflectiOn Or smth. ther was Onli an indian guy behind. e features Of it was v clear. we swear.
went tO pray aft tat. dun wanna cOntinue le. anyway, everything's fine.
fel accOmpanied me tO sku tO meet saleha. On e way tO sku, we tOok pics On 74. nOn- air-cOndidtiOned. in e last pic, we saw smth ghOstli.. we are very definite it wasnt a reflectiOn Or smth. ther was Onli an indian guy behind. e features Of it was v clear. we swear.
went tO pray aft tat. dun wanna cOntinue le. anyway, everything's fine.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
RC
went RC tO relief tOday.. hmm.. made 2 new frens. Brian and anOther guy, didnt nOtice his name. nOe fOr less than an hr. bOth frm TP. e Other guy was frm CSQ. Brian's quiting toO. So we'll gO fOr e exit interview On next thur tgher! GREAT! gOt accOmpany! Arsni asO quitting. tOday then i gOt tO nOe he has 4 bOiz! i wan 4 kids tOo!
anyway, went his shOp tOday. he was sO quiet. unlike usual. nvr tOk nvr smile. sO weirdddd.
tOk On fOne wit teh On my way hm. tOld him tat i like nNn. he asO finds tat we're nOt cOmpatible. lOoks, life style.... jus sO wrOng.... i wanna fOrget him tOo.. but hOw? sOmeOne pls teach me.
anyway, went his shOp tOday. he was sO quiet. unlike usual. nvr tOk nvr smile. sO weirdddd.
tOk On fOne wit teh On my way hm. tOld him tat i like nNn. he asO finds tat we're nOt cOmpatible. lOoks, life style.... jus sO wrOng.... i wanna fOrget him tOo.. but hOw? sOmeOne pls teach me.