"lost love is still lOve, it takes a different fOrm that's all"- Amanda

Amanda asked me a qn tOday,

i've been keeping myself busy gg Out everyday, issit becOs i feel empty emOtiOnally (空虚)?

i actualli feel mOre afraid.

im afraid Of thinking.

it's true tat im avOiding.

FrOm the start Of CNY till nOw, i've nvr spent my day at hOme.

i actualli think Of it every day.

hOwever aft e first few days Of CNY, i've thOt less Of it

nOw.. these thOts Onli take up a few secs.

but im stil afraid tat if i were tO stay at hOme idling, i'll think mOre and make myself mOre unhappy.

wad fOr?

I saw Amanda's msn display message: "lost love is still love, it takes a different fOrm that's all"

when i read it, thOts ran thru my mind, i agree wit her quOte.

perhaps my feelings tOwards him is still ther..

but it's nO lOnger the kinda lOve which i used tO have fOr him.

like i've said befOre, Once i've been betrayed, i'll nvr trust agn..

he has betrayed my lOve fOr him and e feeling will nvr be e same agn.

i nOe tat avOiding isnt gOod.

but tO me.. time will heal everything and avOiding wOuld be e best way fOr me nOw

currently i really enjOy e life Of singlehOod.

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Sinyee's nOt wOrking tOday and she asked us Out fOr dinner

LeOn, Jingzhi, HOngyi, Yu Chen, Amanda and i went

we had Our dinner at Crystal Jade Suntec City

and this is e first time i see e water fOuntain Operating.

On my previOus visits, it was stOpped

hOwever, we didnt gO tO e fOuntain. =(

we went tO e arcade and there is this very cute lil bOy playing this game..

it's like DaytOna..

but much cuter and interesting. a new game i supposed?

saw rach, kai and junyi play b4.

tat lil bOy was sO gOod..

gOt 1st On cOnsecutive rOunds and i guess his Onli 4 Or 5 yr Old Onli.

this is e game! wit e pic Of e lil' bOy at e bOttom left- hand cOrner. see him?!

ther is alsO this game which Yuchen and hOngyi played..

it's abt killing spiders and stuffs.

Amanda wasnt playing but she screamed e lOudest!

HAHA

but cant blame her la.. it's realli hOrrifying when e "mOnsters" get near u!

i feel like trying it Out e next time!

we went Starbucks tO chill Out tOo

i read this Mag " Young Parents"

there is a pic Of this baby which everyOne agreed tat it lOoks like Yuchen!

lOls

we think they lOok alike..