Toughest Common Test Period!

Can't believe myself blogging once again when I had lost the interest long ago.

Perhaps I am just so bored studying BQC. Yes, it's Common test again. Just took my first paper today and I guess I have flunged. But tomorrow's paper is worst. I never listened to the lectures nor tutorials and now I am trying to catch up and understand what the calculations are all about.

Despite having YC to tutor me few days ago, I still find myself lost in the ppt. and notes. So what if it's open book test tomorrow when I do not understand what I am doing nor what i am suppose to follow? I'm in deep shit.