How I wish things could be easier done than said.
I am so clueless as to how to make myself feel better.
There's a full stop that has been there for too long.
I have no idea of how I could continue with the story..
Friday, November 18, 2011
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Saturday, August 20, 2011
The Wedding
The Wedding was truly awesome.
I was very touched by the words of the bride.
They came a long way.
"2 stubborn, opinionated and argumentative ppl" came tgth.
They made it possible.
They went through the ups and downs tgth.
I think..
That's the way!
You'll never know if the person that you are holding is the one if the relationship had always been smoothsailing..
We need the storms to test the love for each other.
I was very touched by the words of the bride.
They came a long way.
"2 stubborn, opinionated and argumentative ppl" came tgth.
They made it possible.
They went through the ups and downs tgth.
I think..
That's the way!
You'll never know if the person that you are holding is the one if the relationship had always been smoothsailing..
We need the storms to test the love for each other.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Greedy Side of Me
I kept telling myself that I would love to meet u on the streets.
However, deep down in my heart, I can't convince myself.
I know I'm rather greedy.
I wish to date with u again.
However, deep down in my heart, I can't convince myself.
I know I'm rather greedy.
I wish to date with u again.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Sleeping Virus
Can't believe I wasted the wholeday sleeping jua because I did not set my alarm!
Shit man!
When I woke up and check the time, it was 7.. I thought it was morning! I checked again and it turned out to be 7pm.. Shucks!
Missed my grandmother's call too! I hate it!
Shit man!
When I woke up and check the time, it was 7.. I thought it was morning! I checked again and it turned out to be 7pm.. Shucks!
Missed my grandmother's call too! I hate it!
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
Wednesday, June 01, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Search
Had been too occupied with assignments aft assignments for the past one month.
Now that I have time to slow down my pace, (esp when class is cancelled today)
I realized that more than 2 months have past.
I thought to myself, "have I found what I intended to?"
I had no hesitation, "no".
What have I been up to other than assignments?
Yea.. Friends and family???
What about myself?!
What was my initial plan?
Yea I included friends and family in my plan but myself too!
The only thing I've done for myself was to go jogging today.
No more being a "sleeping beauty" over the weekend
For I've gained too much weight within 2 months!
"me" time starts TODAY!
Now that I have time to slow down my pace, (esp when class is cancelled today)
I realized that more than 2 months have past.
I thought to myself, "have I found what I intended to?"
I had no hesitation, "no".
What have I been up to other than assignments?
Yea.. Friends and family???
What about myself?!
What was my initial plan?
Yea I included friends and family in my plan but myself too!
The only thing I've done for myself was to go jogging today.
No more being a "sleeping beauty" over the weekend
For I've gained too much weight within 2 months!
"me" time starts TODAY!
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
For a Change
Why haven't I change after so many years?
I thought I have became more hard- hearted.
I just realised that I am not.
My ears are still soft.
I should not listen.
Hearing is enough.
Cos what I see may not be real,
What I hear may not be true.
And the thing is, what I feel usually tells me that I am right.
Curiosity kills the cat.
Stubborness kills me.
But why am I still doing this to myself?
Michelle.....
I thought I have became more hard- hearted.
I just realised that I am not.
My ears are still soft.
I should not listen.
Hearing is enough.
Cos what I see may not be real,
What I hear may not be true.
And the thing is, what I feel usually tells me that I am right.
Curiosity kills the cat.
Stubborness kills me.
But why am I still doing this to myself?
Michelle.....
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Friday, April 01, 2011
Admiration
I admire your honesty and confidence.
I have a soft spot for your sense of humor and sincerity.
I wanna see the other side of you which you have described.
I'm curious.
I have a soft spot for your sense of humor and sincerity.
I wanna see the other side of you which you have described.
I'm curious.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
A Panicked Man is a Stupid Man
Had a rude shock this evening just before I knocked off from work.
My lil fat boy in class suffered from fits!
I was sitting outside the music room while he was inside, right in front of me when it happened.
I asked him to move in front but he didn't respond.
I thought he was trying to be rude.
I called out to him another few times.
No response!
I got impatient and went up to him.
His head tilted to one side. (I was mad)
I moved him to the front and then started to realise that something's not right.
His eyebrows quivered.
His head continued to tilt to one side and he was weak!
I panicked and asked Daya and Zhang to check on him.
His temperature was 38.4 degree celsius!
The thing is, I saw him in the toilet awhile ago and he looked fine!
Things got worst very soon.
One of the daddies came in and help by asking us to get the kid a spoon to bite on to prevent biting of the tongue.
Called P and was asked to use a bandage instead.
Cold compress and cooling pad were used to lower the temperature.
What was I doing?!
My mind was blank.
I could only follow instructions.
I wanted to call the ambulance but was told to wait for the mum to come.
The kid fell unconscious as the two teachers rinsed him with warm water.
He regurgitated just before the paramedics arrived.
Thankfully his mum was near-by and she rushed here as the professionals arrived soon after I made the call.
I was worried sick.
I was horrified.
I almost cried but I held back my tears.
I have to be professional.
I was worried sick.
I was horrified.
My lil fat boy in class suffered from fits!
I was sitting outside the music room while he was inside, right in front of me when it happened.
I asked him to move in front but he didn't respond.
I thought he was trying to be rude.
I called out to him another few times.
No response!
I got impatient and went up to him.
His head tilted to one side. (I was mad)
I moved him to the front and then started to realise that something's not right.
His eyebrows quivered.
His head continued to tilt to one side and he was weak!
I panicked and asked Daya and Zhang to check on him.
His temperature was 38.4 degree celsius!
The thing is, I saw him in the toilet awhile ago and he looked fine!
Things got worst very soon.
One of the daddies came in and help by asking us to get the kid a spoon to bite on to prevent biting of the tongue.
Called P and was asked to use a bandage instead.
Cold compress and cooling pad were used to lower the temperature.
What was I doing?!
My mind was blank.
I could only follow instructions.
I wanted to call the ambulance but was told to wait for the mum to come.
The kid fell unconscious as the two teachers rinsed him with warm water.
He regurgitated just before the paramedics arrived.
Thankfully his mum was near-by and she rushed here as the professionals arrived soon after I made the call.
I was worried sick.
I was horrified.
I almost cried but I held back my tears.
I have to be professional.
I was worried sick.
I was horrified.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Confused
Confused?
Yes I am. Confused about who I am.
Think I have spent too much time on unfulfilling matters.
It's time to allocate time for myself to find "IT".
Time to do what I really like doing,
Time to be around my love ones more often.
Time to regulate my thoughts and self- improve.
Guess I had been too critical of myself.
M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E 加油！
Yes I am. Confused about who I am.
Think I have spent too much time on unfulfilling matters.
It's time to allocate time for myself to find "IT".
Time to do what I really like doing,
Time to be around my love ones more often.
Time to regulate my thoughts and self- improve.
Guess I had been too critical of myself.
M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E 加油！
True
I feel bad but I know I will stay firm with my decision.
Call me stubborn, call me cruel, call me anything.
I just wanna be true to myself.
Call me stubborn, call me cruel, call me anything.
I just wanna be true to myself.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Spare Me
Your drastic change and actions have scared me.
I no longer know you.
I no longer trust you.
I can no longer communicate with you.
We are different.
We don't understand each other.
Can't you realise the huge differences between us???
Now I'm afraid of returning home.
I no longer know you.
I no longer trust you.
I can no longer communicate with you.
We are different.
We don't understand each other.
Can't you realise the huge differences between us???
Now I'm afraid of returning home.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Friday, March 18, 2011
Goodbye Ah Yee
You were not just a kin of mine.
You were my teacher,
My counsellor,
My friend,
My advisor.
Sorry for not being there when you were troubled.
Sorry for being oblivious.
I love you,
Rest in peace.
You were my teacher,
My counsellor,
My friend,
My advisor.
Sorry for not being there when you were troubled.
Sorry for being oblivious.
I love you,
Rest in peace.