I'll lOve him always

Hope everything turns Out well fOr e bOth Of us..
This is e first r/s tat i cherish sO much.
mOre than any r/s tat i've had b4.
jus hOpe tat e strOng determinatiOn and feelings tat we have b4 is stil exisiting.

actually i find it hard tO fOcus On my exam revisiOn these days, i'll wOrk hard.
this, i have tO prOmise myself.

I realised tat vOicing Out my feelings is a thing tat i shOuld stOp..
It seems like u cant stand me telling u
tO u it is jus..
why am i always starting these?

I dun wan to..
but u nvr bOther tO imprOve e r/s
Onli ask me tO rmb tat u trulli lOve me alOt
is it true?

i dun wish to doubt u..
but it's wad u dO..
i've mentiOned many many times tO u..
u'll Onli say.. but u nvr dO..
u nOe im upset..
but u nvr bOther tO cOntact me tOo..

Sakae & Bishan Library

went Sakae @ J8 wit Jingzhi, Amanda and Hongyi

Hongyi and Jingzhi

Amanda and i

hOngyi was e Big eater Of the day..

ate and ate..

Yummy~

CHeers!

Played Open Number and.........

Guess wad?!
Jingzhi kena..

fOrfeit was tO eat a Sushi filled wit Wasabi..

pics time..

he realli did it.. *missiOn accOmplished!

Next was..

Bishan Community Lib!
Newly Opened..
But Hongyi and i have nvr been ther..

i wanted tO leave earli tO Catch my 7pm shOw..BUT the 3 MONSTERS refused tO let me gO!!!!!!
sO.. i gOt abit crazy..

ZOmbie

Crazy gals!!!!!!!!

CNY SHOPPING!

went shOpping fOr CNY clOthes tOday wit Amanda
met her at AMK and saw Carina.. lOng time nO see
hOpe she'll dO well in her O's

1st stOp was Bugis street
where she gOt a pair Of shOrts and skirt
while i gOt a pair Of shOrts and tube tOp
then tO Edge!

we shOpped damn fast!
by 1 plus we reached Far East Plaza
and i bOught a dress, shoes and Blah blah blah...
dress and One Of e tOp are green thOugh..
but im 满足！！！！！
haha

aft Our shOpping was meeting LeOn, Jingzhi and Yuchen.
hOngyi went Off earli fOr his BBq.
HAHA..
GUYS LOVE SHOPPING TOO!!!!
dinner was at Coke Red Lounge
and Of cOs...
it's BAKED RICE agn!!!!

frm e big TV ther
we saw many trailers!
On 1st Feb and 21st Feb..
ther'll be many many gOod shOwS!
yea!!!!!
shall catch mOvies aft e exams!
haven't been visiting e cinema fOr 3 mOnths!
i missed it!

im damn tired aft a day's shOpping and walking
stay hm tml!

我要的不是“SORRY"

until nOw he dOesnt understand me..
wad i wan isnt the wOrd "sOrry"

我很想他 we'll onli be meeting Once this week..

我很想他！

Just gOt tO knOw that we'll be meeting Only Once this week.
thOt we can spent mOre time tml
but we'll only be meeting ltr in e evening instead Of nOon

im sO nOt used tO this sudden change Of lesser meetings
thOugh i nOe he's busy..

im telling myself nOt tO..
Michelle, 加油！

im utterly disappointed with him

im utterly disappointed with him

i dO lOve him. 可是我并不快了

我并不快了

i dun think anyOne knows as i think i've kept it well from ppl this time
i wanted tO pOst abt hOw i feel lOng time agO..
saved as draft. but this is e next One..

fOr thOse whO nOes me well enuff
it must be cOs Of r/s
am i expecting tOo much frOm him?
i hOpe nOt..
i jus feel tat i dun get e kind Of treatment a nOrmal guy wud give
i kept many things tO myself frOm him
i nOe he'll nOt change..
i nOe even if he changes, it'll jus be temporary
but stil..
i tried telling him sOme stuffs..
wad i received was.. Sorry..
Sorry isnt wad i wan..
i jus wish tat he can treat me better..
like hOw he used tO..

jus nOw, at his place, i almOst teared..
whenever we meet, almost 80 Or 90% Of time i can Onli see his back
dOes he nOe hOw i feel?
quantity Of time may be ther even thOu it has lessened..
bUt quality Of time isnt ther..

i dun which tO blOg everything abt Our r/s here
jus tat i need tO left it Out
i sO terrible bOttling it..

even thOu he mOst prObably will nOt visit this blOg..
i hOpe im nOt Offending him.
Sorry

sOft rebonding

19th Jan 2007



Happy 18th Birthday FEL aka Peiyi



went tO C2 (Marina Square) wit amanda ytd to have our Soft rebOnding

this is my first time trying Soft rebOnding which'll last fOr 3 to 4 mOnths Only,

first time having a MALE STYLIST tO dO my hair...

b4 gg in, we saw all MALE.....

dOTs la.. i regretted AT FIRST



but Overall experience was great

My Stylist was HIM.

he lOoks like Ma Lu cum Sylvester man

lOok 5 yrs yOunger than he is

gO tO him if u are ever gg ther Ok?

amanda's Stylist was Jeft Chang

very stylish yea..

but stil.. gO tO HIM! hahas



aft rebOnding, i ate MangO ICE-CREAM!

amanda gOt herself her Fav. NY CheeseCake agn.. hahas

I'm sO 满意，满足! YUMMY!



Next was tO gO tO Fel's hse fOr steambOat tO celebrate her bdae

gOt her a handbag

hahas

many ppl were ther

namely..

Nik, Elye, Linda, Yiting, Limin, Wendy, Shuling

a Happy Day spent..





SOme pix tO share..

b4

wad came first- Hair Cut

after

Thanks tO Stylists HIM and Jeft

HAppy New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Here are my 10 New Year resolutiOns fOr 2007
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1. Be Happy Every Day
2. Do well in my studies
3. Higher GPA 2.5?
4. Good Health fOr EveryOne esp my GrandmOther n Parents
5. StrOnger bOnd with all my friends
6. Happy Family
7. Be mOre Patient
8. Save mOre $$$
9. Talk less, listen mOre
10. Think mOre