went SerangOon Mac tO study wit jZ jus nOw
aft Our ELS lecture
all e tips.........
HAHA
we were all in hOliday mOod la
went hm at 8plus
i slpt ther fOr a while..
sO tired can?!
pimples are appearing
i have 1 tOday
stupid Jz kept disturbing
said tat i have a sesame on my face
nvr clean it Offfffffffffff
wad theeeeeeeee...
anyway.. did my ELS quiz 3 wit e rest via skype
haha
scOred 64..
same as Amanda..
i lOve tat green skirt!
i kept thinking Of it!
gOnna try it On aft exams la
cant wait!
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
BBALL!
i was sO kUkU tOday
beach and Parkway are fOr WEDnesday
nOt tOday la
i tOld junyi tat we're meeting him at Parkway tOday
lOls
had dinner wit nik at Pizza hut AMK
shOpped and bOught small Onde Onde
hahas
tried e cOnverse tOp..
nOt nice lei
e cOlor dOesnt suit me..
lOoked sO dull..
but im interested in a skirt at The Box
and 3 tOps frm GiOrdanO! MY PRIDE!
One Of which is a POOh tOp!!!!!!!!!!!
PoOh Bear rOX!
wanted tO meet junyi at Metal Ring at 8.30pm de
ended up nvr
he gOtta gO sOng ka (wake) earlier
sO we met Elye and Eilene
saw JunhaO and Eugene ther
HaHa
Played BBall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's been sO SO So lOng ever since i gO Metal Ring tO play bball lO
missed sec sku days esp sec 4
aft sku gO metal Ring play bball
gO "swimming"
gO study
life was sO wOnderful
Play and Study
all e while junyi was On and Off saying nOt cOming le
but lucki b4 we went hm when lights were Off
he called and met us at Prata shOp
Augus came tOo
HAPPY NIGHT la
thOu i nvr study
hahas
tml then study
dun nOe enuff time ma
dun noe can study ma
im areadi in e hOliday mOod le!!!!!!!!!
Mich, JIA YOU!
beach and Parkway are fOr WEDnesday
nOt tOday la
i tOld junyi tat we're meeting him at Parkway tOday
lOls
had dinner wit nik at Pizza hut AMK
shOpped and bOught small Onde Onde
hahas
tried e cOnverse tOp..
nOt nice lei
e cOlor dOesnt suit me..
lOoked sO dull..
but im interested in a skirt at The Box
and 3 tOps frm GiOrdanO! MY PRIDE!
One Of which is a POOh tOp!!!!!!!!!!!
PoOh Bear rOX!
wanted tO meet junyi at Metal Ring at 8.30pm de
ended up nvr
he gOtta gO sOng ka (wake) earlier
sO we met Elye and Eilene
saw JunhaO and Eugene ther
HaHa
Played BBall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's been sO SO So lOng ever since i gO Metal Ring tO play bball lO
missed sec sku days esp sec 4
aft sku gO metal Ring play bball
gO "swimming"
gO study
life was sO wOnderful
Play and Study
all e while junyi was On and Off saying nOt cOming le
but lucki b4 we went hm when lights were Off
he called and met us at Prata shOp
Augus came tOo
HAPPY NIGHT la
thOu i nvr study
hahas
tml then study
dun nOe enuff time ma
dun noe can study ma
im areadi in e hOliday mOod le!!!!!!!!!
Mich, JIA YOU!
Monday, February 12, 2007
blOgger seems crazy
my last entry was pOsted last nite
can Onli be seen tOday!!!!
anyway
im at hOme!!!!!! dOing nTh
shd be studying de
wOke up in e mOrning
nO mOtivatiOn
dun noe wher tO start frm
dun nOe which chps are mOre impt
went fOr anOther slp
wOke up..
tried studying agn
but went tO irOn clOthes instead
hAHA
there are sO much shIt tat can be dOne at hm
meeting nik ltr
then tO Parkway tO meet junyi in e evening
maybe gg tO e BEACH!!!!!!!
tml then gO sku study le la...
staying at hm w/O MilO is sO terrible!
mum always fOrget tO buy
JZ's gg funfair!!!!!!!
Terr's last day Of sku tOday!
nO exams at all!
*enviessssssssssssss*
time passes sO slOw!
i wanna get Out Of e hse!
my last entry was pOsted last nite
can Onli be seen tOday!!!!
anyway
im at hOme!!!!!! dOing nTh
shd be studying de
wOke up in e mOrning
nO mOtivatiOn
dun noe wher tO start frm
dun nOe which chps are mOre impt
went fOr anOther slp
wOke up..
tried studying agn
but went tO irOn clOthes instead
hAHA
there are sO much shIt tat can be dOne at hm
meeting nik ltr
then tO Parkway tO meet junyi in e evening
maybe gg tO e BEACH!!!!!!!
tml then gO sku study le la...
staying at hm w/O MilO is sO terrible!
mum always fOrget tO buy
JZ's gg funfair!!!!!!!
Terr's last day Of sku tOday!
nO exams at all!
*enviessssssssssssss*
time passes sO slOw!
i wanna get Out Of e hse!
Sunday, February 11, 2007
三八猪
finalli gOt my 13hrs slp tOday
went tO lOok fOr my mum b4 gg Over tO gm's place
yea.. finalli tOld her abt e ending of e r/s
she tOld me tat im stil yOung!
慢慢找
yea.. i agree!
went gm hse and had my nap while cOusin Sebastian
played beside me until i wOke up..
HaHa
all his brOs and parents went shOpping
left him at gm hse
jus tOked tO Junyi On phOne
he tOld me smth funni....
he Ordered 三八猪肉饭
cos e pig gOtta be very 三八,
gg ard bitching which is a fOrm Of exercising!
e meat wil be very tender...
lOls HAHA
is it funni?
pls luff
cOs i find it fUnni
Oh ya.. he's gg tO shed thOse kilos le
hahas
climbed up e stairs
12 stOries can!
i can witness it
cOs i heard e panting
lOls
i'll shall see hOw lOng he can tahan..
went tO lOok fOr my mum b4 gg Over tO gm's place
yea.. finalli tOld her abt e ending of e r/s
she tOld me tat im stil yOung!
慢慢找
yea.. i agree!
went gm hse and had my nap while cOusin Sebastian
played beside me until i wOke up..
HaHa
all his brOs and parents went shOpping
left him at gm hse
jus tOked tO Junyi On phOne
he tOld me smth funni....
he Ordered 三八猪肉饭
cos e pig gOtta be very 三八,
gg ard bitching which is a fOrm Of exercising!
e meat wil be very tender...
lOls HAHA
is it funni?
pls luff
cOs i find it fUnni
Oh ya.. he's gg tO shed thOse kilos le
hahas
climbed up e stairs
12 stOries can!
i can witness it
cOs i heard e panting
lOls
i'll shall see hOw lOng he can tahan..
Thanks everyOne!
BIG THANK YOU
This pOst is dedicated tO all my friends Out ther
thank yOu sO much fOr being there fOr me
U may think u had nOt dOne much..
but tO me, these mean alOt
w/O e cOmpaniOnship, talks, encOuragement and "jOkes"
i wud have felt wOrst
it's not e amt Of wOrds tat matter
it's e support which i can feel frm u.
friends like:
Fel, Nik, Elye, Xiangyun, Junyi
Amanda, Serena, Sinyee, Jingzhi and ALL e Other members Of NOTSOFUNNI
THANK YOU SO MUCH
like Yuchen, im always disturbing him
i find it funni
i can luff it Off
but he had nvr reali scOlded me
HAHA
thanks sinyee fOr e sOng dedicated and e "letter"
im tOuched
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Funfair at HOugang Mall
Had PLW paper tOday
2 papers dOwn..
2 papers dOwn..
left wit ELS
hahas.. anOther killer sub la
all 3 are........
think im nOt gOnna dO well
especially TEC
especially TEC
gOt this feeling tat i'll fail TEC
i dun wanna repeat TEC la..
i dun like e module
aft paper was gg market fOr Brunch
Jasmine drOve us ther wit her dad's family car *squeezed*
had lunch wit her and
yea! we're invited to gO tO her hse On CNY's 初三
next was shOpping at TOwn
met Meiyi, serena's sis
shy but cute
finalli went INTO GiOr NAC
saw Yee Wen and FOo Wen
he's getting mOre gOod lOoking..
but he's still e MP.. HAHA
Mr...
went tO visit my gm in e evening
tOld her tat Our r/s has ended
and she tOld me it's alrite
i almost teared..
im sO tOuched thOugh it's jus a phrase..
i feel e suppOrt
she alsO tOld me tO see prOperly next time
went tO e Fun Fair wit 大舅，姨丈 and my 3 lil cOusins
Benedict, DiOn and Sebastian
it has been years since i last gO intO a Fun Fair tO play
went tO take e Ferris Wheel
my first time!
my first time!
Played this Top Gun which freaked Ben and i Out!i tOld him nOt tO be afraid
it's his 1st time, my secOnd time
aft a few swings, i was screaming like mad
Ben shOuted fOr daddy
i thOt he cried
lOls
we were sO scared tat we'll drOp Out Of e seat.
HAHAHAHA
aft playing i felt nauseous..
aft playing i felt nauseous..
Benedict and DiOn
I like this! but didnt play la.. think i'll get giddy
Sebastian and DiOn
they wanted me tO stay Over their hse..
which i nvr will
hahas.
大舅asked me to stay Over at Gm's place tOo
i wish..
but clOthes?
cOntact Lens?
anyway, im sO exhausted.. gOnna slp till Late late tml..
Thursday, February 08, 2007
he cheated me
now i realised a new thing.
jus went to friendster to change my profile
visited his account and found out
tat he has a change of heart
yea..
im was silly and naive to have faith in him
believing in him when no one else was
and now..
this is wad i get in return
sO all this while he was colding me
ignoring me
these are his way of Silent break
which i've always think is a childish method
tmr's my first paper
and he's dOing these tO me
has he ever cOnsidered e effect On me?
nvr..
it's provened..
luckily i woke up b4 i saw these
it was all a fraud..
he was nvr serious abt spending his future wit me
which he said he was
he was e first guy whom i thot i can spend my entire life wit
everything was for show
he displayed his nick last nite:
"i am sad"
it was too
fOr show
fOr anOther gal tO see
fOr her tO cOnsOle him
tOk tO him
aft 8 r/s
i've learnt
finalli learnt
Michelle, u're stupid
u're naive
u're gullible
u're stubborn
why not believe ur friends ard?
why believe him?
i've learnt.
jus went to friendster to change my profile
visited his account and found out
tat he has a change of heart
yea..
im was silly and naive to have faith in him
believing in him when no one else was
and now..
this is wad i get in return
sO all this while he was colding me
ignoring me
these are his way of Silent break
which i've always think is a childish method
tmr's my first paper
and he's dOing these tO me
has he ever cOnsidered e effect On me?
nvr..
it's provened..
luckily i woke up b4 i saw these
it was all a fraud..
he was nvr serious abt spending his future wit me
which he said he was
he was e first guy whom i thot i can spend my entire life wit
everything was for show
he displayed his nick last nite:
"i am sad"
it was too
fOr show
fOr anOther gal tO see
fOr her tO cOnsOle him
tOk tO him
aft 8 r/s
i've learnt
finalli learnt
Michelle, u're stupid
u're naive
u're gullible
u're stubborn
why not believe ur friends ard?
why believe him?
i've learnt.
I've learnt. I've wOken up frOm e Dream-turned-nightmare
I've finalli learnt.
think my friends ard are happy fOr me,
I've wOken up from e Dream-turned-nightmare
tOday is suppOsed tO be Our 200th day tgth
but it's asO e day im giving up On him
i've realised tat all my doings, my faith, my love, my time and waiting had gOne dOwn tO e drain.
i used tO think tat bOyfriend is mOre than anything else
my friends disagree
nOw i realised i was wrOng.
Right now, im onli giving up on someone who
doesnt care and
doesnt give a damn to this r/s.
i feel so cheated.
but im glad tat i've wOkened up.
i nOe junyi was sO upset wit me thOse few days
called me at 3.30am tO scOld me..
i have tO apOlOgise..
luckily i wOke up frOm it tOday
tml's my first paper
i realised much Of e nOtes didnt get intO my head
but since aft e waking up..
e study gOt effective
pray hard i'll dO well fOr this exam
Jz tOld me smth meaningful which i'll rmb fOr life
心是很脆弱的，所以要送给值得的人。。。
No more tears
No more thots of doing anything silly
Im gg tO stand up on my feet agn
and be e Happy Girl Once mOre
:))))
think my friends ard are happy fOr me,
I've wOken up from e Dream-turned-nightmare
tOday is suppOsed tO be Our 200th day tgth
but it's asO e day im giving up On him
i've realised tat all my doings, my faith, my love, my time and waiting had gOne dOwn tO e drain.
i used tO think tat bOyfriend is mOre than anything else
my friends disagree
nOw i realised i was wrOng.
Right now, im onli giving up on someone who
doesnt care and
doesnt give a damn to this r/s.
i feel so cheated.
but im glad tat i've wOkened up.
i nOe junyi was sO upset wit me thOse few days
called me at 3.30am tO scOld me..
i have tO apOlOgise..
luckily i wOke up frOm it tOday
tml's my first paper
i realised much Of e nOtes didnt get intO my head
but since aft e waking up..
e study gOt effective
pray hard i'll dO well fOr this exam
Jz tOld me smth meaningful which i'll rmb fOr life
心是很脆弱的，所以要送给值得的人。。。
No more tears
No more thots of doing anything silly
Im gg tO stand up on my feet agn
and be e Happy Girl Once mOre
:))))
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
gOod luck for his paper tml
met amanda, jz, jason and hOngyi fOr breakfast at amk
i reached 1st..
gOt emO and burst intO tears
hOngyi saw when he reached..
i scared him..
he didnt nOe wad tO dO!
went fOr chicken rice at this cOffee shOp
standard drOpped la..
disappOinted
but finalli exchanged my lenses tOday
aft sO many mOnths
spent mOst Of my time studying tOday
wit serena, jz, hOngyi, yuchen, jasOn and fren
amanda went Out
tOked tO jz and felt better..
he knOcked sOme sense intO me..
if nOt i wOnt have studied sO much..
thanks sO much
but im sO giddy nOw
mb i've studied tOo much
Or nOt enuff slp..
tml mOrning gOtta wake up earli tO chiOng le..
TEC is On friiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
wth~
better nOt fail
thOu i think i will.........
bad news..
mum and dad are bz On CNY
will Onli be having reuniOn dinner tgth
tats all
nO visiting Of relatives
cant see my cOusins
cant see my nephews, Ryan and Royce
im damn disappOinted
is their biz mOre impt?
e festival which i value mOst is Cny le..
but now..
gOtta visit my gOdmOther and GrandmOther alOne wit my brO..
cOme tO think Of it..
it's sO weird..
cny..........
and.. we gOt cheated
i bOught 2 pigs fOr Cny display wit mum and dad last nite
e pigs are suppOsed to mOve wit batt
seller said ther is a white string attached
jus pull
nO.........
dun have at all
he's having his 1st paper tml..
hOpe tat he'll dO well
i reached 1st..
gOt emO and burst intO tears
hOngyi saw when he reached..
i scared him..
he didnt nOe wad tO dO!
went fOr chicken rice at this cOffee shOp
standard drOpped la..
disappOinted
but finalli exchanged my lenses tOday
aft sO many mOnths
spent mOst Of my time studying tOday
wit serena, jz, hOngyi, yuchen, jasOn and fren
amanda went Out
tOked tO jz and felt better..
he knOcked sOme sense intO me..
if nOt i wOnt have studied sO much..
thanks sO much
but im sO giddy nOw
mb i've studied tOo much
Or nOt enuff slp..
tml mOrning gOtta wake up earli tO chiOng le..
TEC is On friiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
wth~
better nOt fail
thOu i think i will.........
bad news..
mum and dad are bz On CNY
will Onli be having reuniOn dinner tgth
tats all
nO visiting Of relatives
cant see my cOusins
cant see my nephews, Ryan and Royce
im damn disappOinted
is their biz mOre impt?
e festival which i value mOst is Cny le..
but now..
gOtta visit my gOdmOther and GrandmOther alOne wit my brO..
cOme tO think Of it..
it's sO weird..
cny..........
and.. we gOt cheated
i bOught 2 pigs fOr Cny display wit mum and dad last nite
e pigs are suppOsed to mOve wit batt
seller said ther is a white string attached
jus pull
nO.........
dun have at all
he's having his 1st paper tml..
hOpe tat he'll dO well
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
love jere 1314
im almost breaking dOwn..
i noe im useless..
i turning 18 but i cant control my emotions well
i study..
but i cant focus properly..
study and think of him,
study and think of him..
ended up studying abit
slping earli instead of studying or watching tv
but e moment i wake up
he fills my thots
i cant get back to slp
im nO lOnger sec2..
i cant waste my time not studying agn
i noe..
i've learnt my lesson in sec2
but.. some things are so hard to control
im exhausted..
both mentally and physically
i cant slp well
i cant eat well
i noe im silly..
but i cant control my slp and appetite..
but im stil grateful to all my frens
like nik whO came over to my hse and bought me chicken rice 2 days ago..
kept me company..
enghow junyi who toked to me..
and many poly classmates
i told myself
i'll jus wait for him
study, dun worry so much
but still...
i cant
i miss him like crazy
i was so excited abt cny
but i realised w/o him by my side,
i dun feel it anymore
even gg to chinatown doesnt work
ppl.. dun scold me..
i noe i've let u ppl down
but these are my heartfelt words..
i jus feel like thrashing things out here tonite
i noe im useless..
i turning 18 but i cant control my emotions well
i study..
but i cant focus properly..
study and think of him,
study and think of him..
ended up studying abit
slping earli instead of studying or watching tv
but e moment i wake up
he fills my thots
i cant get back to slp
im nO lOnger sec2..
i cant waste my time not studying agn
i noe..
i've learnt my lesson in sec2
but.. some things are so hard to control
im exhausted..
both mentally and physically
i cant slp well
i cant eat well
i noe im silly..
but i cant control my slp and appetite..
but im stil grateful to all my frens
like nik whO came over to my hse and bought me chicken rice 2 days ago..
kept me company..
enghow junyi who toked to me..
and many poly classmates
i told myself
i'll jus wait for him
study, dun worry so much
but still...
i cant
i miss him like crazy
i was so excited abt cny
but i realised w/o him by my side,
i dun feel it anymore
even gg to chinatown doesnt work
ppl.. dun scold me..
i noe i've let u ppl down
but these are my heartfelt words..
i jus feel like thrashing things out here tonite