"lost love is still lOve, it takes a different fOrm that's all"- Amanda

Amanda asked me a qn tOday,

i've been keeping myself busy gg Out everyday, issit becOs i feel empty emOtiOnally (空虚)?

i actualli feel mOre afraid.

im afraid Of thinking.

it's true tat im avOiding.

FrOm the start Of CNY till nOw, i've nvr spent my day at hOme.

i actualli think Of it every day.

hOwever aft e first few days Of CNY, i've thOt less Of it

nOw.. these thOts Onli take up a few secs.

but im stil afraid tat if i were tO stay at hOme idling, i'll think mOre and make myself mOre unhappy.

wad fOr?

I saw Amanda's msn display message: "lost love is still love, it takes a different fOrm that's all"

when i read it, thOts ran thru my mind, i agree wit her quOte.

perhaps my feelings tOwards him is still ther..

but it's nO lOnger the kinda lOve which i used tO have fOr him.

like i've said befOre, Once i've been betrayed, i'll nvr trust agn..

he has betrayed my lOve fOr him and e feeling will nvr be e same agn.

i nOe tat avOiding isnt gOod.

but tO me.. time will heal everything and avOiding wOuld be e best way fOr me nOw

currently i really enjOy e life Of singlehOod.

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Sinyee's nOt wOrking tOday and she asked us Out fOr dinner

LeOn, Jingzhi, HOngyi, Yu Chen, Amanda and i went

we had Our dinner at Crystal Jade Suntec City

and this is e first time i see e water fOuntain Operating.

On my previOus visits, it was stOpped

hOwever, we didnt gO tO e fOuntain. =(

we went tO e arcade and there is this very cute lil bOy playing this game..

it's like DaytOna..

but much cuter and interesting. a new game i supposed?

saw rach, kai and junyi play b4.

tat lil bOy was sO gOod..

gOt 1st On cOnsecutive rOunds and i guess his Onli 4 Or 5 yr Old Onli.

this is e game! wit e pic Of e lil' bOy at e bOttom left- hand cOrner. see him?!

ther is alsO this game which Yuchen and hOngyi played..

it's abt killing spiders and stuffs.

Amanda wasnt playing but she screamed e lOudest!

HAHA

but cant blame her la.. it's realli hOrrifying when e "mOnsters" get near u!

i feel like trying it Out e next time!

we went Starbucks tO chill Out tOo

i read this Mag " Young Parents"

there is a pic Of this baby which everyOne agreed tat it lOoks like Yuchen!

lOls

we think they lOok alike..

我对你有点动了心了，
但我知道这不算是爱。

impOssible fOr us

suppOsed tO be sO sO sO happy tOday
met Kenneth, Jing zhi and Jasmine at AMK fOr pOol
i played!
HAHA

aft which was bball sessiOn wit Jasmine's frens and brO.
it was almOst cancelled cOs Of e rain and Jasmine's Other fren bringing their ball tO Siglap CC
nO chOice
Jasmine drOve us tO Siglap tO get e ball back
wanted tO play ther de lO..
but e cOurt was dOminanted by big and tall ppl

tried Our lUck by gg back tO hOugang CC
tOtally EMPTY!
we enjOyed Ourselves until 9 plus lO
it was sO fun..
i was sO happy
damn lOng nvr play bball le

gOt tO nOe new frens like Estee, Jasmine's brO, Min and Yan

nth's gOnna Happen

think im crazy.
think im having a sOft spOt fOr him.
think it's a tiny mini crush.
i seem tO yearn seeing him agn,
talk tO him agn.
hOpe it's a tempOrary One.
cOs nth wil cOme Out Of it.

On e Other hand, i see nO harm having this tiny mini crush On him
it's like hOw i used tO like Jinwen.
im happier this way.
it's far better than getting intO a r/s tat turns Out tO be a nightmare.

tOld tu di PengLek abt it.
he suppOrts me.
but Omg.. He's...
it'll be sO tOugh
if i ever mOve further..
things may backfire
i'll nvr be prepared fOr tat kinda happening.

Cycling at East Coast Park + Gm's 70th Bdae *family phOtO*

im like hOoked OntO quizes since last nite man.
i've been dOing quizes since 10 plus Or 11 plus.
jus stOpped~~
sOme are nOt accurate at all while sOme are sO- sO..

anyway, im sO happy tOday
went tO East Coast Park wit Jingzhi, Amanda, Yuchen, Kenneth and Jasmine
i was e Onli One nOt learning tO Blade
i thOt sOme Of e guys had areadi nOe hOw tO blade la
and will cycle wit me
HAHA
i was wrOng..

but Jingzhi and Yuchen rent a bike each fOr less than 2 hrs
Jasmine brOught 3 Or 4 pairs Of ROller Blades fOr them
sOme cudnt fit sO gOtta rent and it was quite expensive.
12bucks fOr 2hrs
i think buying it will be much mOre Wu Hua lO..
but will u blade Often?
hahas. this i dun nOe..

hOngyi jOined us very much ltr at 3 plus when Amanda and i were suppOsed tO leave


i had tO gO AMK tO cOllect my Grandma's birthday cake
i gOt her a YAM cake!
cudnt find One fOr e past few yrs
finalli gOt it at Prima Deli
it's nice.
try it!

everyOne!

Amanda fixing her very lOose wrist guard

relax~ i'll be right beside u (Kenneth and Yuchen)

Jasmine and AmandaOur "Rain"

alrite.. we celebrated grandma's lunar 70th Birthday tOday!
had Our Outside and headed back tO her hse fOr Cake cutting sessiOn!
her hse hasnt been sO merry fOr sO lOng!

as in.. everyOne in e family was present

Grandma, 大舅，小舅，阿姨，姨丈, mum, dad, Jason, Benedict, DiOn, Sebastian and i.
tOtal Of 12!

and every yr we, e grandchildren will take pics wit gm
finnalli this yr we tOok a family phOtO
hOwever w/O dad and 姨丈

all e grandchildren! im e eldest! Onli gal!

ur true lOve is a TAURUS

Your True Love is a Taurus

Your True Love Is a Taurus

Why you'll love a Taurus: Romantic and sentimental, a Taurus can provide you with the security you need.And you both share a fondness for the finest things, from great food to luxury vacations. Why a Taurus will love you: You have the honesty and direct approach that down to earth Taurus desires.And enough elegance to show a Taurus a few new decadent delights!

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Your Love Element if Earth

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

ENFP

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

CANCER- Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on.
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows.
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with.

Your negative traits:

Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner.
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult.
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.

Your ideal partner:

Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply.
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family.
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!

Your dating style:

Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.

Your seduction style:

Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.

Tips for the future:

Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.

Best color to attract mate: Aqua

Best day for a date: Wednesday


http://blogthings.com/whatsyourloveprofilequiz/


DO yOu think it's accurate?
ans: abit here and ther..

Cream bath- HIM! wit FEL

went tO meet Fel tOday

had Sakae agn at Marina sq but aft waiting fOr sO lOng...

we cudnt take Our ideal seat!

sObs

went C2 fOr Hair Treatment

hahas

i didnt specify any stylist....

i didnt..

but i jus happened tO get HIM agn!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

he rmbs me!

and he's sO humOurOus tOday

unlike e previOus time

i was damn happy when i knew he'll be serving me..

HAHA

he recOmmended e cOnditiOner tO me and i bOught it

he guaranteed speed imprOvement Of my hair quality

sO tat i can cOnsider dOing rebOnding next mOnth

Or ice treatment which he said tat is very relaxing

he asked me tO specify him as my hairstylist during my next visit

hahas

actualli i nOe they dO get cOmmissiOn!

不要才穿他罢了！

HAHA

anyway i asO prefer him la..

he's gOod and gentle

e first male hair stylist dOing my hair.

he has earned my trust!!!

and Oh ya..

i saw this assistant stylist with very gOthic style

a HE

witH hair as lOng as F4..

green fringe..

gOthic eyes

and very gOthic dressing

he's e main attractiOn man..

im sure heads wil turn when he's On streets

fel finds e stuffs wOrking at C2 very stylish

this i agree strOngly..

saw Jeft.. e One whO styled Amanda's hair e previOus time

stil sO stylish

yea.. i spent alOt tOday

60 Over bucks On hair

fOllOwed by an eye liner

went River hOng baO agn and it was SO DAMN BORING

very few ppl and stuffs

tOok few pics and went tO e bridge
take a lOok!

My Zodiac

Fel's ZOdiac

the Wishing Tree agn