Admiration

I admire your honesty and confidence.
I have a soft spot for your sense of humor and sincerity.

I wanna see the other side of you which you have described.
I'm curious.

A Panicked Man is a Stupid Man

Had a rude shock this evening just before I knocked off from work.
My lil fat boy in class suffered from fits!
I was sitting outside the music room while he was inside, right in front of me when it happened.
I asked him to move in front but he didn't respond.
I thought he was trying to be rude.
I called out to him another few times.
No response!
I got impatient and went up to him.
His head tilted to one side. (I was mad)
I moved him to the front and then started to realise that something's not right.
His eyebrows quivered.
His head continued to tilt to one side and he was weak!
I panicked and asked Daya and Zhang to check on him.
His temperature was 38.4 degree celsius!
The thing is, I saw him in the toilet awhile ago and he looked fine!

Things got worst very soon.
One of the daddies came in and help by asking us to get the kid a spoon to bite on to prevent biting of the tongue.
Called P and was asked to use a bandage instead.
Cold compress and cooling pad were used to lower the temperature.

What was I doing?!
My mind was blank.
I could only follow instructions.

I wanted to call the ambulance but was told to wait for the mum to come.

The kid fell unconscious as the two teachers rinsed him with warm water.

He regurgitated just before the paramedics arrived.

Thankfully his mum was near-by and she rushed here as the professionals arrived soon after I made the call.



I was worried sick.
I was horrified.
I almost cried but I held back my tears.
I have to be professional.

I was worried sick.
I was horrified.

Confused

Confused?
Yes I am. Confused about who I am.
Think I have spent too much time on unfulfilling matters.
It's time to allocate time for myself to find "IT".

Time to do what I really like doing,
Time to be around my love ones more often.
Time to regulate my thoughts and self- improve.
Guess I had been too critical of myself.



M-I-C-H-E-L-L-E 加油！

True

I feel bad but I know I will stay firm with my decision.
Call me stubborn, call me cruel, call me anything.
I just wanna be true to myself.

Spare Me

Your drastic change and actions have scared me.
I no longer know you.
I no longer trust you.
I can no longer communicate with you.

We are different.
We don't understand each other.
Can't you realise the huge differences between us???

Now I'm afraid of returning home.

Stressed out

I don't wanna hurt you.
But I need to be true to myself.

Goodbye Ah Yee

You were not just a kin of mine.
You were my teacher,
My counsellor,
My friend,
My advisor.

Sorry for not being there when you were troubled.
Sorry for being oblivious.

I love you,
Rest in peace.

Dilemma

I know this can't continue.
I know this isn't what I want.
I know I shouldn't delay any further.
I know I can't pretend.
I know I'm not happy.
I know you are aware.

But I don't wanna hurt you
Because you are nice.

Tell Me That It's Not

I hope that I'm just reading too much into it.
Anyway I shouldn't be bothered at all.

Impossible

It seems so far away from me.
Is Impossible really made up of I m possible?
I lack the courage and confidence to start the ball rolling.