erms.. tOdae.. he and wx came tO meet nik and i.. waited quite lOng Outside.. but we didnt realli tOk ther.. until we started gOing tO the vOid deck tO study.. he fOund his pen! its a gOod thing? hahas..


the Others came Over later and i started saying tat junhaO and i are havin an affair.. it was alL meant tO be a jOke.. and it was quite alrite lO.. finalli played bball again.. had fun until my leg almOst start tO cramp.. hahas..



he lOoked serious suddenli and i was shOcked.. i thOt he's angry wit the 'jOke' earlier On.. he sent me back but i cud sense tat he isnt realli happy.. he went thru my past testiz and was affected by wad he read.. thOse happenings had became histOry.. wad matters tO me nOw is the present and future..



we tOk sOme things Out jus now.. i didnt nOe hOw i managed tO tell him hOw i felt abt my past.. his past was asO a barrier tO him.. i think my past sOmehOw affected me tOo.. but i wanna OvercOme it and i will OvercOme.. perhaps time is a factOr tOo.. seriousli, i find tat things are improving at quite a fast rate le.. jus hOpe tat things carry On well..


i know what i want-