the stupid vOmitin feelin came back tOdae.. im realli affected by this suckie feelin.. wanted to realli relax and enjOy de.. but this feelin made my mOod went dOwn.. realli very gaO wei..



this mOrnin he purposeli wOke up earli in the mOrning tO 'pei' me and wanted to give me mOral suppOrt.. i was tOuched and surprised.. it realli started my day well.. my replies to him was shOrt and he thOt i wasnt in the mOod or jus nOt interested.. but im nOt.. realli nOt.. i jus wanted him to slp mOre.. tats all.. mb becos i didnt express it?




i read his blOg.. i nOe he's dOwn and sad.. i cud see tat when i wasnt happy tOday, he was affected tOo.. i dun feel gOod tOo.. but i didnt nOe wad tO dO either.. i jus dO not nOe y im like bringin mOre sOrrows tO him.. i nOe he's stressed.. and im adding mOre tO him? i dun nOe.. tats hOw i feel..




but i realli dO lOve him-